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My eyes are again at the same figure as I roams half naked in my own room. A slice of pizza stuck between my teeth, to which I gave a feverish bite.

My arms stood over the mini table as my eyeballs were fully focused over the amazing window infront of me.

A low groan left my chest as I munched on my food, staring my most favourite meal of the day.

"I got to ask her out."

I smirked so darkly giving a scratch to my neck as I watched Marilyn's figure wearing a blue shirt with matching jeans short.

I was one hundred percent sure that, it was her.

After I got to know in these following days that she was being my neighbor?

I started matching up everything with thoughts continuously running in my head.

Today, my day at the college and at work, went great. I was more than happy to the point that I was smiling like a maniac the whole fucking day.

She was being my lucky charm, that was what I guessed.

Because, since the day I was being here in Dancon? Everything around was changed.

I was delightful.

And somewhat...

More spoiled.

I shook my head with a cunning smile setting my face as I was now holding a book in my hands, studying for my mid exams. Next week.

I was so hell focused to the book as all I knew now, was that, Marilyn was nowhere in her room and instead of wasting time in curiosity?

I decided to overcome the time with studies.

Just after few minutes, I started hearing some noises from the neighbor.

"No! You don't understand, mom!"

It was her voice and she was shouting, to which I turned and sprinted towards the window attached to my room.

Forgetting the topic that was currently running in my mind regarding to exams?

I was fully focused towards what the other two ladies were saying.

From her body language as she was throwing her hands, it seemed like she was mad and angry. I stood still near the window and watched.

"Marilyn, you need to understand."

That low voice could be her mother's? I didn't know too very well.

"Mom, no! I won't marry any one else then Andrew! We are in a relationship."

She shouted once again. More like yelled at the other lady infront of her. To whom she was calling her mother.

I was watching everything that was going on in another apartment, through the window as I tried to keep myself firm over the floor.

She mentioned relationship.

Relationship.

Means, she wasn't alone.

She has a boyfriend.

I got to dig in.

Deep.

I was so much indulged in my thoughts that I didn't realize when, Marilyn left her room. My eyes quickly shot at the window and the next moment, I grabbed my shirt, wore it and rushed outside as I was already in my black pants.

Hurriedly leaving my apartment, I walked down and left my building. My eyes caught her right there as I was hopefully thankful that she doesn't ran off or did something like that.

Or else I would search out each and every corner of this whole city. I don't care if I got lost.

She was my favourite thing and I would do anything to gain her.

"Marilyn?"

Making another first move once again, I called her out, keeping a little distance from her as I let it stay obvious. My worried orbs caught those heavy tears draining her pearl eyes. My heart pierced right on the moment.

She seemed startled at my callout as I watched her frequently wiping off her wet face, after listening my voice.

"Ju-Jungkook! Hey."

Her beautiful voice was all cracked up, just like those sunrays creasing through the clouds currently.

"Are you okay?"

I knew so badly that she wanted to talk about it but those stranger things were still colliding with our situations.

"Y-Yes. I'm fine."

Though she said those words, satisfying her own broken state, but I was not satisfied with that. I needed to dig in.

Well actually.....

I needed to go deeper.

"You wanna talk about it? I'm here. Marilyn, don't think that we are strangers. We have known each other like at least a bit from past few weeks that, we both can share.

Whatever that we want to."

Walking near her side a little, I acknowledged and tried so damn hard to sound normal.

When internally?

My eyes were chasing her hidden curves.

My mind was blended by her scent.

My heat was so out of control.

My hands were keeping themselves from, pasting her against the wall.

I wasn't so sure to the point that if she really was willing to share it with me, but still, that's how we convert ourselves from strangers to friends and then...

Friends to someone.

Who rules you in bed.

"It's okay. If you don't want to talk about it."

I sighed depressingly and pursed my lips in a thin line, after receiving no word from her.

My intentions inside my head were wilder. I desperately wanted to taste her skin so fucking badly on the moment.

She looked so depressed. So dispersed out. So mourned yet so dishearten.

I wanted to hug her tight and let her know that whatever hardships that she was facing in her life on the moment? Everything will eventually be fine.

But what was stopping me that, if she really wants me to do that all.

A deep sigh that I heard from her side and she turned her whole self towards my directions.

The next thing I knew was?

That she started crying lowering her head.

I jumped at my spot with wide eyes when,

Marilyn suddenly embraced me.

"Jungkook, you don't know what mom did to me."

I allowed her to use my chest as her comforting pillow as, my body was so tensed up but I tried my best to stay normal.

I was helping her.

One level passed.

"I would like to know, dear. You can share it with me."

I too surrounded my arms around her figure and prayed, that the time stops right here, right now.

I felt her arms around my neck getting even more tighter when mine slipped down her back and circled her small waist.

She cried heavily wetting up my neck and I didn't mind that at all.

May be the way I talked to her so sweetly, was so soothing that she decided to stay with me like that.

After crying so hard for good twenty minutes, Marilyn pulled apart and I stared her eyes which were all glossy by now.

"Feeling fine now?"

I wanted to give her my whole world at the moment but what she needed the most right now, was the person who could hold her when she was feeling so lonely.

One of my thumb wiped off the corner of her one eye, while the another was done by her own self.

She smiled through that pain and I was stunned towards her.

"Yes. Thank you."

Her purely elegant orbs lifted at me and I gulped, blinking few times.

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