HushHushWindBlows

From a line of History majors and Professors, Pan is set to take the other track and aspire to be a Psychologist. Despite living a mere perfect life, Pan is hiding something in the closet-- he is gay... it's undeniable... and he is afraid to let his family know.  
 
His world orbits in Beach Town, in the fictitious world of Naruto Shippuden, and interestingly, to an Engineering guy named Claude. All were almost perfect except that Claude, who never had a girlfriend, knew nothing about Pan's existence in the university.  
 
However, fate became playful and confounding, Pan learned two most upsetting facts about his ultimate crush--- Claude is dating someone and he is HOMOPHOBIC! 
 
When his ultimate crush crushes his heart before their love story could begin, (as if they will have), decisions can be hasty and dense as he eats his own swear words. Pan transferred to his brother's university.  

Things went rowdy when he made a counterargument against the Program's most promising candidate, Ryo Sebastian Nine. And it is a shame... to the latter! 
 
Unexpectedly, either by chance or by choice, an "admirer" has surfaced, sending poems... elating him with words. With only known anonymity in identity and romance, ... 
 
Can he overcome the fears of telling that he lies Somewhere in Between?  
 
Can feelings be denied?  
 
Can he discover the identity of his secret "admirer"?

Magnets in Between

My brother is a Professor of History in one of the best universities in the city, the East university. I am currently studying Psychology at a university in my hometown. I call him Nee, the Japanese word for brother, that's what I often hear from the animes I watched. Nee wanted me to shift to B.A. History.


If I take and graduate History, I will be the fourth in the family as my Papa, Dad and Nee were History graduates and all of them have Professor posts in the universities. Despite this trend in the family, it isn't in the blood, I would say, I insisted on taking Psychology next year. I am taking Psychology courses as a freshman this semester. I'll be in my second year and students can declare their majors in their second year in the university.


Nee didn't want to force me and no one in my family did. Nee said "You have choices! Go with it."  


He often asked me about the idea of transferring, to continue my studies at the university where he currently teaches. However, that never crossed my mind because for me I am all satisfied. I could subjectively say that my university is the best in town. It is just 15 minutes away from home and I have my roots in there. I studied Kindergarten, Elementary, Junior and Senior high in that university, so I planned to continue my loyalty by studying my Bachelor's and post-graduate studies in my alma mater.


On the same hand, my friends are the craziest. The best jerks yet the serious during mid-term exams. There are many things I don't want to let go. Too many things that I couldn't count them with my hands and feet.


Nee empathized; so he stopped persuading me. He also graduated from elementary to high school in the same university. He sometimes implicitly inserts it whenever we talk on the phone or whenever we go for dinner or fishing.


"I'll only transfer once I'll live alone," I told him.


Interestingly, one of the reasons I don't want to transfer is because of my ultimate crush who despite his godly appeal, has no girlfriend. Intelligent and very excellent at writing. He is one of the writers in our school publication and he covers both school news and literary sections. In my thought, he is the best man in the world.


✓ Best in numbers because he is an Engineering student.


✓ Best dimples -when you gaze upon him, you'll disintegrate into pieces and melt with his attractive hotness.


Gee! I am sure he isn't gay, just studious. He isn't a typical Engineering stud who hasn't groomed for a month because he is busy proving theorems and solving brain-cracking math problems. He is always perfect every day. By the way, his name Claude Filimone 😘 but I call him Claude though he doesn't even know I exist in the university.


I don't know why but my charms aren't affecting Claude. I mean, I tried to look at him straight to his eyes one time, but nothing happened. I humbly say I am also blessed with looks. PP, who is my cousin, my friends, and even Mama substantiated that I am good-looking too. The comments and the likes on my Facebook profile picture could support in numbers. 


But why Claude isn't noticing me at all, why? 😕


Uninterestingly, the ones who like me were girls from different departments. They send me letters and flowers on Valentine's Day. They crept me 😱 on that day. I'm gay! so stop screaming for my name! All I want is for Claude to write a poem for me on that day.


Family and the Absolute Standards