FANTACISED

In a world where half of time we live in fantasy, what if we get stuck there?

In a world where our future is todays fantasy, what if it stops?

What if our fantasy is our parallel reality, wanna switch worlds?

What if one day you wake up and find out that what you thought is life was just a fantasy, will you sleep again?

What if one day you will find out the people you love never really exist will you remember them? Like me?

I never shared this story but here today with courage I'll speak up. This incident happened when I was 16. I used to live my life peacefully with some friends and family until that one day when I met him. Recently many people are shifting in my society and he was one of them I never thought we will become best friends within just 2 weeks, meeting him was like meeting a long lost friend. He understands me I don't have to say and he knows it. You must be thinking "is he even real Ishita"? Yes he was we even started dating because of my April's fool prank that 1 year dating was best date in my whole life but one day he made me question myself "was I even dating a real man?"

This year I turned 18 and not long ago I met him in park our regular meeting spot, he said "I want to give you a surprise" I said "alright" he closed my eyes and asked me to chant something three times and after that I will have to find him, he even told me where he will hide, that time I was laughing out so bad. What is wrong with this guy? Why is he acting so dumb? But he started throwing tantrums so I agreed and did what he asked after opening my eyes I went that place where he asked me to find him but I could not I waited there for 15 mins then I started searching him in whole society but won't able to find him I called him but that number doesn't exist so I took a bold step and went his home his father opened the door with a cold face I greeted him and asked "is your younger son at home?" He looked surprise and asked "can you repeat" I repeated and he said sorry daughter I only have one son. My heart came to my stomach it was like my whole world shattered.

I went home and told my sisters everything and they asked me same question "who is he?" Since that day I don't know where he is or if even he was real because no one remember him not even a single human it was like I had my fantasy boyfriend for a year and now he's back in my fantasy.