THE LOCK-UP ROOM

Since I was born, the one and only way of surviving I was taught was steeling. My mother and father didn't have money, so all they did was beg for food and fill our stomachs. One day when I was 5 my mom dad met an accident and were killed. I saw everything but couldn't do much, so I just ran to a gang of thieves who asked me to steal food, money, or whatever I can, and they will give me space to live. Now I am 13 and finally got caught by the police and had to be in a lock-up room for a day or two, not a big deal. I was just laying and staring at the roof when a black shadow came and opened the door for me, I went out quietly and saw everyone were dead. Since then whenever I got caught or got into trouble that black shadow always saved me, but why was this black shadow always around me and helping me and everyone else than me always dies. So to get answers of my questions I went to tantric (one who do Black magic). I told him everything, and it was non-other than mom. That day when those rich men were burning their bodies, mom's ashes left behind and mom never went to afterlife she stayed here to protect me. I missed them, so I went to the place where they were burnt and instead of ashes I found a beautiful tree, but if my mom reincarnated as a tree who's she then?