What happens when everything you didn't know came to light? When the person who was supposed to protect you, didn? What happens when you've found out that even though your life was shitty before, you now have it even worse? One minute you don't want to be dating the guy you've liked for a while because it wouldn't be fair to him that you're not happy and you don't love yourself enough to give him a chance, and the next you don't even want to date him because the person who was supposed to keep you safe was who you were supposed to be running from all along.