(Chapter Six) Depression and scars from the past.

saw my 6 year old self in a pastel pink dress.

My hair down. My fringe covering my eyes as I hung my head picking rose petals and dropped them and watched them float to the cemented ground softly. I was sitting on a cement bench in a small area a few metres away there was a rectangular cut bush with roses all along the cemented area that was apart of a church. This was the day of my Grandmother Ivy May Gages funeral she died of a heart attack while in the shower. She got

Taken by an Ambulance and doctors couldn't do anything to save her. This was the first time my heart had ever been broken. Somone who loved me dearly was now gone. What will I do now?.

Then another flashback came to view.

I was surrounded my my friends behind a huge metal tank. This was at the primary school. a red haired Girl With a low ponytail frekled faced girl with brown eyes reached forward accross my shoulder. I shut my eyes and then...

"Screeeaaaammmm" my eyes suddenly opened. My vision had gone red. I diddent know what was happening! I Bit The girl on the arm, unable to control my body. She ran. I Went after her. The next thing I saw was sitting in a corner by a table in tears feeling guilty for what I had done due my my anger outburst I diddent mean to cause harm.

Then I saw myself being cornered against a fence by three bullies. I couldn't bite them or punch them I grabbed one of them and shoved him out the way and ran in fear. then hid in the bushes never to come out.

"AHUGH!". I woke up to see Sonic kneeling on the side of my bed where I was laying. He had his hand on my Shoulder. Letting me know he was there. "It's okay. I'm right here.. Calm down.. it was just a Nightmare" he said gently.

started to cry. "that was the worst dream I've ever had in my life"... I said. as the tears ran down my face as I sat up. sonic hopped up onto my bed and hugged me comfortingly.

"It was memories from my past... Negitive ones". I said my voice breaking as i spoke through my tears. "Shhhh it's okay That's all in the past, you don't need to worry about it enymore..". sonic said. I cried more as the memories poured in my mind.

"Shhhh Don't cry, Please Han. It's okay!". sonic said in a sorry voice. then looked at me and wiped my tears "Trust me Okay? Just hold on a little longer Okay? I know you can do this!". he said encouraging me gently. "ok" I said.

I laid back down sonic laid next to me his left arm around me comfortingly. I diddent even notice. then I accidentally fell asleep...