I got you in my heart
Nothing More Do I Desire.
Pining For You, In Your Absence
I Will Fade Myself, To Live In You."
These words have become blurred, it was written a long time ago by Akio.That letter has turned yellow and worn out. It is kept in his wallet, which is taking it's last breath. After his break fast at Hiroki's house he starts organising his luggage.This letter has a weird habit it always wants to be discovered, today as well it has managed to show it's face to it's owner.( imagine that letter as human being, I prefer using metaphors; thus you will be reading many metaphors in my story )
Though it's not the letter's entire fault it has an accomplice that is Akio's wallet. It (Wallet) has so many things to keep safe in itself. It has to save little money, coins, pen drive, dry peony, Watanabe Izumi's milk tooth, his eyelash, his lollipop wrapper, his old ring which he wore just once.
See! Ikeda Akio is a total stalker, well it is just a wallet not a superman! If the wallet was a man he would definitely complained about it.
Akio glances down as he finds that letter is lying on the ground leisurely! He smiles, his wallet can't take it any longer, so many things are in his wallet who would carry these things?
"Ikeda Akio you are a stalker, insane, obsessed, freak, garbage collector; seriously?
You have been carrying his milk tooth, lollipop wrapper! wow you are amazing, infact his eyelashes!one day you will carry his used cond**s as well, those cond**s which he will use for others."
Lithe omega again laughs at his stupidity.
"I am going to throw them, as for this peony and this letter...well let's see"
Flash back
June 5,2010
After P.E class, Ikeda Akio will confess to Watanabe Izumi. He has decided, no matter what happens he has to do it.
"Akio Kun did you seriously write a looooonnngggg love letter"
Miura Eito says whilst showing his 32 teeth, Ikeda Akio's best friend.
"Don't show your 32 teeth, I don't wanna see you laugh like that"
"Why? I have white beautiful teeth but seriously dude? you wrote a love letter for that jerk?"
"Yes, I will confess him today."
"Pffffftttt, oh can't stop laughing! he will reject yo--ahhhh why did you hit me?"
Miura Eito says while rubbing his forehead.
"I know, he won't accept my feeling but I should tell him. Well I can't say him so I will give him this latter, though it's an old technique to confess"
"Ok, I was teasing you. Go tell him, if he rejects you then I will marry yo--ahhh why did you hit me again?"
Akio doesn't want to hear him, he is so tensed today, he goes back to his own seat.
After P.E class he runs towards Izumi's class room. Mr.Watanabe Hiroshi is so kind, just because of him Akio actually could enroll in the same school as Izumi. This is an elite's school, most of the students from influential families. Elite alphas and Rich Betas can enroll themselves here. Except Akio there are 10 to 12 omegas are present in entire school. These omegas are also from influential families but Akio...well he is just Senior Watanabe's driver's son.
He has to confess no matter what, cause he is gonna be a college student soon and he doesn't know what will happen to him.
"Is Watanabe Izumi Kun still in class?"
he asks a student as soon as he reaches Junior Watanabe's class room.
"No, he went out with a girl from another class"
a girl replies while encircling her hair with her finger tips.
"Ok, could you please tell me which direction he went?"
"He must be in any abandoned room, doing something exciting with that senpai"
two boys replies and laugh together
"Yes after all his father is the biggest donor of the school..."
Slender omega runs towards the abandoned building, he didn't listen what they were saying afterwards. He reaches there in 3 minutes, he enters the building and starts searching for Izumi.
At last in 4th floor he hears some erotic noises coming from a room. Which is the last room of that floor he hasn't searched yet.
He can't believe his eyes, Izumi's pant is slightly down and one girl is kneeling infront of him without wearing shirt or b**.That girl is moving her mouth, wrapping her tongue to his *****. Izumi's head is slightly tilted back, closed eyes, slightly flushed cheeks.
Akio came to confess his love and now he is a witness of their wild activities. Mellow omega gasps as he turns to run, he hears something
"Akio, Akio Chan where are you going? come inside."
Svelte frame, can't understand what he should do, he heard something again but this time Izumi is talking to that girl
"Listen b**** I have f***** you once when you were in heat but now you are completely fine! You want to have s** with me but right now I am not in mood. You have su**** my d*** enough you are acting like the owner of this d*** is you not me; but I don't want your b*** j**. By the way next time when you give b*** j** to someone don't take off your ugly non branded cheap br**. I hate non branded clothes.
".....what?? you don't have to insult me in this way, don't you afraid I will spread rumours about yo---"
" Senpai, you should that know nobody dares to take action against me and as for rumours, huh! what's that? now go f*** yourself "
After wearing her uniform, she grabs her bag; furiously leaves the room-- leaving behind a spoiled rich Alpha.
Lissom Omega is in a state right now where he can't understand what he should do or that person would do next.
"Ikeda Akio, Oniichan, come inside"
Izumi occasionally calls him Oniichan.
"..."
"I know you are standing outside, come inside. I am not gonna repeat same sentence again"
Slender Omega is an obedient kid but he is older than Izumi. Still he always obeys Izumi. No matter what; it hasn't changed, Akio has always been obedient to Izumi since childhood.
He is hurt right now, his heart has been trampled and he is bleeding inside. But that wounded heart ignores the pain and his legs take him inside the room
"Why are you standing there? come here" Izumi says while smoking
Since when did he start smoking?! Akio doesn't know but this rude guy is really out of control now.
"Come, Oniichan I don't have much time."
Lithe frame gets closer to him, Elegant alpha gets closer to Lithe Omega. Elegant Alpha's honeyed eyes start observing the omega, on other hand Akio is controlling his tears, he is trying hard to be strong. It has been few seconds but for Akio it's like years. Graceful Alpha gets a little bit closer as he starts looking at him intensely, his lips are a few centimetres apart from mellow omega. Ikeda Akio's eyes become wide, in his glossy eyes there is a thread of happiness, Watanabe Izumi puts his right hand behind Akio's head and pulls his face closer.
"Huff"
Elegant alpha lets the smoke out which was stored in his mouth.
That sudden smoke on Akio's face makes him uncomfortable, he starts coughing.
"Awww, did I make you uncomfortable Oniichan? you thought I was going kiss you, right? right? right? R I G H T?"
Older boy knows this expression, Izumi is pissed off now, he is repeating same word. He stops coughing and remains silent as he nods
"Pffffftttt" Izumi starts laughing
"Oh Oniichan do you even know how to kiss?"
Right now he shifts to his usual self, now he is not angry.
" Oniichan, how can you innocently say that you want your first kiss from me? don't you know, I hate filthy people like you? you are poor, I hate them. You use cheapest brush, toothpaste, mouthwash so I am not gonna kiss you "
"...you don't have to kiss me and I haven't seen anything so don't worry, then I shall take my leave"
As older boy can't control his tears anymore, he puts his right hand in his pocket. He is now clenching the letter which is hidden in his pocket.
When he was writing the letter he was happy like a little kid who has gotten his favourite ice cream. That paper pad cost him 60.46 yens, the papers from this paper pad have white peony print.
White peony is Izumi's favourite flower, when he saw this little alpha for the second time, he was only 9 year old and Izumi was 7. At that time Izumi was plucking petals of roses which were placed in a vase but he didn't touch the white peony flowers next to that vase.
" Do you like white peony, Bocchan?"
9 year old omega asks him
"Yes, I have something to give you come with me"
Grabbing Akio's hand bocchan takes him to his room.
After that he gives a little box to Akio
"Open it."
little Akio opens the box and gets a glimpse of
a tooth!
"....."
"Tooth!"
"Yes, tooth fairy never came to take my tooth, it was the first one I am giving it to you, cause you are like a fairy"
Little alpha smiles, indeed his two front teeth are missing.
"But I am not a fairy"
little omega says, confusedly.
"Yes you are, papa said mama was papa's fairy and when I will be older I will marry you so you are my fairy"
Before little omega couldn't say anything his bocchan gives him a white peony flower.
"Papa gave mama roses but mama will leave papa, I am giving you peony, so you won't leave me and my son"
Izumi says with shaking voice and glossy amber eyes.
"Son?whose?"
Akio can't understand but he knows that his bocchan is sad
"Your and my son"
Izumi say as he hugs Akio with his little arms. Little Akio can feel little Izumi is crying while holding him tightly.
"But Bocchan I am just a servant's son how can you marry me?"
"I don't know anything I want oniichan as my wife"
he starts crying loudly.
" there, there don't cry bocchan, but why do you think I am like a fairy?"
"Because...because you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen, papa said fairies are very beautiful. My mama is beautiful but she is a bad fairy....you won't leave me and our son, right?"
Little alpha says whilst wiping his running nose on Akio's t-shirt
"No, I won't leave you and our so---son, by the way bocchan did you just wipe your nose on my t-shirt?"
"Yes,so what? you will wear a lot of branded clothes when you will become my wife"
"....Bocchan you really like branded thing" Akio smiles awkwardly.
White peony regarded as omen of good fortune and a happy marriage.
What an irony!
Back to the abandoned classroom
"Oniichan, where do you think you are going"
Izumi pulls Akio and hugs him from behind, slender omega can feel elegant alpha's firm chest. He is breathing right beside Akio's ear, it's tickling.
"I didn't say you can go, oniichan."
Akio slightly trembles as young alpha bites his earlobe. Izumi is making Akio's earlobe red by s****** it.
Akio was in P.E class and ran towards this building so he is sweating now. Izumi can feel his sweaty body but there is something else, his body odour has been suppressed by thousands roses!
Izumi is losing control, he doesn't like roses but today he can't resist. Izumi can feel Akio's hot earlobe which is like summer noon, soft like melting chocolate.Young Alpha wants more of him he starts caressing Akio's hands, he starts from Akio's fingers to his shoulder. Izumi can feel Akio is getting goosebumps while trembling. Svelte alpha wants this person today no matter what. Younger boy starts lifting Akio's P.E uniform and caressing Akio's pale stomach, which is damp due to excessive sweat, his sweaty hair making him more beautiful. Izumi starts stroking gently around Akio's belly button while he starts feeling something inside himself, something aroused inside him, his body temperature is getting higher. Akio is better than that girl, innocent yet tempted. Soft like snowflakes yet...today Izumi will definitely have him.
"Bocchan, I think you should stop there. I am dirty, poor. My clothes are non branded worn out I use cheap soap and shampoo, they are all available in just 205 yen, don't do anything that you will regret."
Izumi's mind is somewhere else and eyes are closed
he opens his eyes as soon as hears these words. He frowns, he was thinking that Akio was also enjoying this activity, he thought Akio wanted to be embraced by him. But what is it?
"What? you are saying I am forcing you!"
"I didn't say tha--"
"I understand, now I touched you, you think you can say whatever you want, well done your level has been upgraded"
"I didn't mean that but I said all those words becaus--"
"You don't have to explain, I was the one who forgot a loathsome person like you would get this opportunity to show me his attitude. Don't stand there, get out"
Akio is still standing there
"Didn't you hear?"
Young Alpha goes to that direction where chairs are kept in that room
"Didn't you hear me, huh?"
He throws a chair on the ground, the noise echoes in that empty-abandoned room.
"Ikeda Akio, leave now before I do anything to you"
hurt omega leaves the room, and that letter becomes a witness of Akio's pain.The letter was not painted with blood but Akio was bleeding inside, like someone stabbed him with ice dagger, nobody can see it because it has melted and the cold water has been mixed with his warm blood.The sky has shown many colours that evening but all colours were washed from Akio's life..
Back in present time
"Ikeda Akio San, may I come in"
He hears a voice coming from outside the room
"Yes,please"
Hiroki enters the room with a charming smile
'This person never forgets his smile' Akio tells himself as he sees that bright smile.
"Well Ikeda San, yesterday we found you on the road. We didn't know your address and name but we had to contact your Guardian so we searched your luggage without your permission, we found your phone but it was switched off. We charged it, it's ok now."
Hiroki gives him back his phone.
"It's ok,but I don't have any
guardian, I am...I am an orphan"
"..."
Akio smiles but suddenly he finds himself being embraced, he feels warmth..he gets surprised but he doesn't say anything or pushes him
"I am giving you my happiness right now, you are not alone my happiness will always be with you."
" ..."
"Sorry, so sorry my father used to do this to me, when I was a kid, because I was a looser in my school, I never had a friend but after my father's hug i used to become happy"
Hiroki says as he looks at the ground.
Akio knows this person is so warm and real and he doesn't have any bad intention.
"Well it's ok Mori San "
Akio becomes surprisingly happy after that hug.
Ring
Ring
Ring
The no. and name on the screen showing
'Bocchan Izumi '
**Bocchan = Young master