Baby

Beep beep is the first thing i hear as i start coming to i feel someone holding my hand when my eyes open Lil is sleeping in the chair i squeeze her hand so she knows I'm awake.

"Kenzie your awake how are you feeling? hold on let me buzz the nurse so they can come check you."

"Lil i murmur is my baby still there?"

I hold my breath waiting for her to reply but she doesn't get the chance as a nurse walks in with Dr Brown the nurse start doing checks while Dr Brown talks.

"Hi McKenzie the surgery went well we managed to remove the fetus outside the womb, and I'm pleased to say the fetus in your uterus survived now we will keep you in one more day to monitor you, but i don't see how you cant continue to have a healthy pregnancy now would you like to see your baby."

"Yes please" i reply through tears of joy the nurse squirts the gel on my stomach she presses the wand down and moves it around then i hear it thump thump thump thump i stare in awe as she turns the monitor around and there on the screen is the shape of a baby my beautiful miracle baby the nurse tells me everything is as it should be and that the baby is measuring at 12 weeks.

Four weeks later

These four weeks have flown by and I've started to feel more settled and more myself i don't work at the bar anymore i now help out at the MC garage has a secretary which I'm happy about.

Ive also gotten to know the MC lads a little better and I'm not as nervous around them now. Me and Maddog are well I don't really know what we are I just know he's there when I need him and he makes me feel safe.

Today will be my first time visiting the devils clubhouse and to say I'm nervous is an under statement Lil has told me to keep and open mind.

I think i look ok I'm wearing a tight white body-con dress that shows of my small bump i pair it with red chucks because lets me honest there's no way my pregnant ass is wearing heels my hairs in a stylish messy bun and my make ups minimal.

"Wow Kenzie you look fantastic I cant wait to see how Maddog reacts when he sees you, Also remember what i said about the club whores Hun, they will try to intimidate you because they haven't seen you before especially when they see how Maddog is with you just make sure you don't back down unleash your red head temper on them if you have to."

"Wow Thanks Lil it's not like I was nervous or anything now, I'm just plain old shitting myself maybe I shouldn't go nobody will miss me, I think I'll just stay here and me and bump can enjoy gherkins and peanut butter." God just thinking about that is making me hungry

"Chill out Kenzie you'll be fine and I can think of a few people who'll miss you if your not there and don't even get me started on that nasty food combination you just mentioned."

"Wow bump did you here what aunt Lil just called your taste in food make sure you remember it and get your own back and don't worry if you forget mama will remind you."

"Shut the fuck up kenz stop trying to turn my niece or nephew against me"

"Well stop being a bitch then I can't help what baba makes me eat."

I feel the car stop it's then I realise we've arrived at the clubhouse it doesn't look like much from the outside I'd think it was a warehouse if it wasn't for the bikes parked outside and music blasting from inside, Lilly walks through the door I take a deep breath and follow and Fuck me what the fucking fuck am I seeing.