INSANE 1

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT

Insane 1

When I was a child, I never wished to have plenty of beautiful and expensive toys, shining dresses and tons of shoes. What I always desire is to have a boyfriend.

Why?

My biological father left my mother when he knew that he's going to be a daddy.

He doesn't want to be engage in the consequence of making me.

While my mother dated a hot-headed guy and committed suicide years ago the day when I celebrated my seventh birthday.

After my Mom's death, I have no choice to live in my step father's constitution for five years.

He threated me as slave, a toy and a kinky that makes his lusty body satisfied.

He is using me with everything and in every ways.

He never wanted me to attend school, he broke my phone to avoid contacting my friends or the police to ask for help, he's always locking me in a dark room, he never gave me food to eat. Sometimes it's a fortune when he give me a piece of cake.

He made me starve.

There's this point that I'll chew my hairs or eat the dried scab from my wounds after peeling it.

Or some insects, and I'll eat it closed eyes just to not hesitate in swallowing it.

I drink water from the faucet in the bathroom, but my step Dad would turn off the main switch when he hear I'm using it. So I'll just drink the water from the toilet bowl and sometimes my own urine. I don't want to die, so I'm doing it at my own risk.

I lived in agony and deep pain, I scream loud but it's just a whisper. No one can hear, no one will.

He jailed me as if I am a beast that no one should see.

He always saying that I am his girl and no one has a right to touch,hear and see me.

I begged for him to free me.

But he just gave me a hard punch in my chest, I am conscious yet I can't move, he grab that weakness to use me several times and left me half dead in the ground.

After that day he saw me inside the bathroom, he shouted "You! Useless! die!" repeatedly and after he beaten me so hard in the head.

And I just saw him dead, bathing in his own blood in his own room.

Then everything went black, and I woke up in a white building where I  think this is an orphanage or hospital.

Here, I met a beautiful black butterfly.

She's always visiting me in my room. Playing with me and laughing with me all day, I even tell her my whole story.

And the best part I always wanted to tell to her and to everyone is I wish to have a boyfriend.

That happened to me a month ago.

The reason why I want to have a boyfriend is because someone will take care of me, will not abuse me, love me for who I am and will never hut me in all aspects of life.

Then one day, I just found myself having a boy friend...

My dream and a kind of boyfriend I always want, from his outer to inner appearance made me crazy inlove with him.

....

I made my walk as fast as I can just to get rid to that man in the car following me.

He's so irritating!

"Eury!"

Now I do the run-walk because I hate to hear his voice shouting my name.

After he attend late at our dinner date, he will just greet me with his smile and a hot kiss that drives my body crazy all the time.

Argh! No! I should be mad at him.

He don't even know how to wheedle a woman.

I waited for him for five minutes! He's five minutes late!

I AM HIS GIRLFRIEND, and he should know that I am his priority. He should come on time whenever we have a date!

"Eury, please baby let's talk"

I stop, cross my arms but still facing my back to him, in his car.

"Baby... Look! I tried everything just to arrive early but the traffic went bad"

"Hmp! You don't love me!"

I cover my face with my palms and sob.

I hear him sigh.

"Baby..."

I hear his car's door shut, and he's footsteps became louder as it is coming for me.

The shiver and nervousness pinned in my body.

"Baby..."

I felt his warm hands touching the back of my neck and swaying my hairs to tbe other side. And it made me hear my loud swallowing of saliva as if it is a big ball of chocolate.

His sexy voice break my inner body as he speaks to my ear.

"Baby, I'm really sorry. I love you."

I face him and smiles as if nothing happened. I clutch my both hands into his nape.

His thick eyebrows,grey eyes, pointed nose, his perfect jaw line, and his kissable pinkish lips. I would stare at this forever and memorize all the details of his face. He's so sexy.

We're staring now each other in the middle of the dark road where the lights in his car serve as a romantic shine on us.

"Kiss me" I said with a low seducing tone.

"We're in the middle of the road Eury"

I felt embarras and disappointment, I remove my hands to his, turned away and start walking fast.

But he has big steps that he catch my arm.

"Look... Baby just get in the car and let's talk"

I let a big sigh.

I remove his hand in my arm and I stamp my feet while walking towards his car.

I sat and shut the door, and he enters the car after me.

"Baby... What's wrong with you?"

He said in a worried tone.

I pout my lips and mumble.

"You don't want to kiss me!"

"I do..."

He said as he pulls me and kiss me to it's deepest while cutting my lossky summer sexy dress from it's down end until it's neck.

It's now like an open bathrobe, revealing my naked body, cause I have no under wears.

I wonder where he get the scissor.

He touch my collar bone up to my both shoulders and down my arms.

He kiss my collar bone now, and do the same in my both shoulders and arms.

He's now kissing my cheeks, my nose, my forhead and turn to the side of my nape, my neck,down to my breasts, tummy and my groin.

I spread wide my legs and saw him getting something inside his bag.

He's now handing a syringe containing a green liquid.

I was about to ask what is it when he slap me so hard.

I almost drown in numbness.

He hold my wrist in grip and I felt the sharp point of needle insert in my arm's skin

I immediately felt dizziness, and before I pass out I hear his words saying...

"You need to rest for a while Eury"

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