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Pistanthrophobia

(N.) Fear of trusting people die to past experiences

*Smash*

The noises echoed throughout the eirie halls

*Smash*

Then agian

*Smash*

Then a third time

I rolled over facing the door, my eyes glanced at the alarm clock.

You know what time he chose to wake the fuck up at?

Well he chose 4:37. In. The. Morning.

Every step that was heard outside my room my muscles tensed

*Step*

*Creak*

Loud

*Step*

*Creak*

Annoying

*Step*

* Creak*

Powerful

*Step*

* Creak*

Angry

*Step*

*Creak*

Outside my door

My body shook. Not because I was scared, or angry, or disturbed. To tell you the truth I don't know why, but my body just shook.

Focused in my thoughts I hardly noticed the door slammed open.

I sat up keeping my eyes to my red stripes socks which looked so fantasising at the moment.

"L-look at meee"he slurred in a very grouchy tone might I add, my stubborn ass decided to ignore that and stare at the alarm once more.

4:39 AM

Fuck! I was looking forward to the extra hour or two of sleep.

"Fuck you Gabriel!"I state under my breath

In a flash I'm pinned on the bed, he growls menicenly, his rotten egg like breath wafting into my innocent nostrils.

Gross.

His rough hands travel up my sides to my neck, he goes up further cupping my face and rubbing my lips, as I try to pull away he pulls my head back down. Quickly removing his left hand and pulling back giving me a back hand.

I don't make a sound as he pulls me to my knees on the ground.

*Slap*             'Uno'           'one'

*Slap*               'Due'            'two'

*Slap*                  'tre'               'three'

I wince as three more hits land on my already burning cheek.

Pinning me agian this time but on the floor he straddles me lifting his fist he brings it down upon my beautiful nose.

Hah, not very beautiful now.

I look up after a couple seconds of silence to see Gabe's eyes glazed over.

Almost immediately after one young looking maid entered with a Shiney tin tray.

"Open it"Gabriel commanded and she did just that, revealing a Shiney set of knifes, sicorrs, and other torture methods I know too well.

I laugh finding it honestly funny, I have gotten used to the torture, there is no more that will suprise me.

My laugh turns into a snort making Gabriel growl when my laughter sinks in. He reaches over and grabs the largest knife on the tray that was placed on the floor.

"I have a new reasoning behind this, would you like to know?" He asks in a fake sweet voice

"Got nothing better to do" my face turned blank

"Well princess, I'm going to take this beautiful knife, drag it from your belly button to your tight little pussy. Then I'm going to take the pole and shove it in you and ruin any chance for you having half-breed, discracful pups such as your self".

I don't know what came over me but the feeling of him killing my only chance at happiness, my only chance at life and my future child was not my idea of happy.

My skin felt like the deepest pits of lava, like it were on fire. Only it didn't burn as much as it may seem, in an odd way it was comforting, My vision was blurred as I lost control for the second time in my life.

It was like a movie theater, I was standing in the middle of nowhere, in a black abbyss and I was watching everything through my eyes but wasn't in control. My silver eyes must have been a bright violet, showing my anger, only it wasn't me or my anger. It was my wolfs.

The fire around us was spreading, by now I was in the middle of the room, Gabriel staring shocked leaning on the door, my steps were strong likes stone but falterd each step closer to him.

"I will kill you, I promise I will make you suffer like you have done to me. I WILL be back"my voice was a couple octaves lower then usual as i ran out of the burning building watching people flee.

After a quick glance I never looked back.

Happy birthday to me I geuss..