Revelation

((Y/N POV))

"Hey Cloud since my body already healed by itself maybe it's time for me to sleep on the sofa. Plus I always wanted to try sleeping in a tight space like in that sofa"

"I disagree. Go and sleep on the bed. You are a girl after all. Aren't you?"

"Of course I am. But whether a girl or not, I still feel a bit embarrassed about it, the fact that the owner of the bed is actually sleeping away and on a small sofa with his height, I was wondering how you could fit in there"

"It's alright. Am I not the one who offered? This is not my first time sleeping on a sofa.. So go ahead and sleep" Without another word Cloud headed straight into the small sofa and plopped himself in , laying his head on top of his right arm while left arm covers his eyes perfectly.

"Are you asleep Cloud?" Checking if the guy already started snoring since he's been quiet and calm right now but I really don't want to end the day just yet.

"Yes I am" Cloud instantly answered which a complete hint he isn't asleep.

"Cloud don't forget our shopping tomorrow, I needed some more flower seeds." I can't help but to feel embarrass right now. I'm a bit drowsy yet my ears kept asking for his soothingly calm voice.

"Close your eyes and sleep Sun"

"Cloud you know. It's kinda weird to be called Sun. It sounded like I'm your s-o-n" Making sure I spelled the last one correctly before giggling at most parts. Not sure if he's interested in the topic but I'm sure he isn't

"Yeah ridiculous but I don't have a choice since you specifically remembered the name Sun...Now go to Sleep" Cloud answered me without removing his arm on his face.

"Okay I'll sleep. Good night Cloud and by the way... Uhmm thank you for sharing your past memories with me" Giving him a smile even if he can't see them before I completely let myself drift off to sleep.

((In A Dream))

Drawing a picture.. I was scribbling through a thick paper. A smile formed in my face as I continue to draw lines and details but as I finish drawing the picture, the paper along with the sketch became so blurry. What was I drawing?

"You're drawing your childhood friend again #$%#$ is it?" Is it just me or is the name he mentioned so muffled that I can't even hear it. The red haired guy smirked at me as if we're more close than friends. Who is he? That red haired guy and the name he kept mentioning.

Before the dream got even longer, I woke up.

((After the dream))

"Hey are you alright?" After opening my drowsy eyes Clouds face appeared in front of me, I think he's been standing there for long, watching over me? His gaze was so focused to the point where something in my chest beats in a fast manner.

"U-uhmm I'm alright. Just dreamt about something weird"

"Tell me about it."

"I was drawing something happily, I had a huge smile on my face as I scribble into a page but the problem is the dream won't let me see the thing i'm drawing, it's so blurry. Oh and there is this red haired guy again, he kept mentioning the name of who I'm drawing but AGAIN the dream won't let me hear it"

"A part of your real memory, maybe" Cloud have a visible worry in his eyes as he occupy the seat next to me.

"Yes I think so. Whoever that red haired guy, he must be someone special and that guy I was drawing, I think he's more special"

"Definitely. I guess at these kind of things, we're identical" He said while looking on the floor probably thinking about his past friend and the girl named Aerith. I may not remember any of my memories but I'm certain we hold the same emotion right now at this very moment.

"Go get ready. We have some business to attend to. I'll be waiting here, go and get change" Cloud reminded as he stood and sat back into the sofa.

"RIGHT!" My unhappy thoughts were replaced by a cheerful one. Thanks to my new companion Cloud, for noticing my discomfort about the topic and for cheering me up.

After taking a bath and hygienic measures Cloud knocked on my door passing me a new set off clothes through the gap. The clothes matches what Cloud's wearing for some reason

"Wow this one look stylish, where did you get it Cloud?"

"I bought it yesterday at the market before heading at the temple. It reminds me of you since you don't have your own set of clothes. So I bought it for you. If you feel diffident about it, you can pay me after regaining your memories"

"Well thanks it is amazing Cloud. You sure are a caring friend and a stylish one of that. Tell me if you needed something and I'll gladly help without hesitation." I smiled upon peeping into the doors small gap. Cloud was standing there but he have his back slightly face my direction, he's clearly looking away from the bathroom door while having a conversation with me.

"Finished!" I said as I revealed myself in front of Cloud with the new clothes on.

"How do I look?" He glanced at me, scans from head to toe before I noticed him looking away as fast as possible, I even heard a faint cough from him.

"Stylish" He said without turning to face me. It's the exact opinion I said a moment ago. Is he uninterested? Do I look funny?

"You look good" He added as he scratched the back of his head. Is it just me or he seems a bit bashful right now? But what he said fluttered me.

"Thank you"

He started another fake cough before finally facing me

"Let's get going" He said then leaving me in the room. Is he alright his face looks a little red?

Before letting my mind ask thousands of questions I followed Cloud downstairs, as I see it he's not planning to take his breakfast since he headed straight towards the door. Well I supposed we can eat at the market. I shrugged hearing my stomach grumble also hearing an engine start.. He must be waiting outside.. I was right. The motorcycle is already there welcoming me and the view of that guys back. Not to mention those details in that Fenrir surely is amazing, no wonder it was named that way and Clouds back ehem I'll just say he looks stylish either. I giggled at the thought.

"Hop on. " I heard him call for me and so I sat down on the back wrapping my arms around his stomach, even if some of his sword holders are blocking the way but at least I can feel safe clinging onto him since his Fenrir have the speed I can not overcome for sure.

He started driving his motorcycle and I can feel the wind brushing against my skin and hair, a little strong but calming in so many ways. This wonderful breeze made me recall some things after I woke up from the accident and with the amnesia. I wonder how Cloud and Tifa get along before my accident. Are they really not in love? Based on what I've experienced, it seems the two of them knowd each other for so long. Maybe she does ride on Clouds Motorbike either like what I'm doing right now.

"Hey Cloud don't you ever have feelings for Tifa? She's indeed beautiful, sexy and smart. Don't you think" Yep I am not scared to ask personal questions like what I did just now. A small hint of silence before Cloud finally answered.

"I thought I already answered that.. But the truth is I don't know the answer either. No matter how I try I can't seem to forget about the past and I still have these unsure feelings. "

"I guess you need to meet her first"

"Who?" Cloud asked.

"The past friend you had. You need to meet her first and then you'll know what you should be feeling" After I answered his small question, he reverted back into his silence state, only the roaring of engines disturbing the quietness of the atmosphere. I know it sounded impossible to find a missing girl from the past but I think Cloud really needs to meet her, whether she's alive or not.

"Don't worry Cloud. I'll help you find her. I promise"

I have to change the topic cause I can feel the awkwardness. Ehem.

"Have you ever had your first kiss?" I asked another personal question but I swear he jolted, he's a bit startled about what I mentioned. I heard his fake cough again but he didn't answered. Wrong question probably.

"Yes I did" He answered hesitantly. But my mouth was agape after hearing it.

"Who? " My curiosity is killing me right now. I know I should mind my own business but having an amnesia doesn't help me with communications at all.

"I don't know... I don't even know her name.. Why would you ask such questions?"

"Well cause believe me or not, I can remember mine, that's why I asked"

"So who?" He seems like a cold person but right now I can sense curiosity in his voice.

"To be honest I don't know also.. I can remember a small part of it. I think i'm in some sort of party then I escape the party hall probably to get some fresh air.. I entered a dark room but it seems like a garden. I think I met a guy there but can't see his face nor can I recall the things we talked about but i swear he asked me for a dance then I tripped and fell and that's when I had my accidental first kiss. After that I can't remember anything" I giggled in an embarrassed way before Cloud halt the Fenrir into a stop.. I peeped to see his face and I can see him face palming.

"Are you okay Cloud?" I asked out of concern. He seem a little troubled about something.

"Ah yeah I'm alright.. " He sighed before gazing back at me.

"I guess I'll have to treat you later" Cloud added

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Let's just say I am obliged to buy things for you since I think you had a tough past" Cloud said before literally covering half of his face but mostly his cheeks.

"Let's just go" He said getting down the Fenrir, that's when I realized we're already in the market place.

The place is more busier than ever, there are plenty of crowds filling the street but at the center you'll see the biggest crowd of people cheering for some sort of event on stage yet it hasn't started yet, only to hear a couple of introductions from the crew.

"Sun over here, don't space out, you'll get lost" Cloud held my wrist pulling me along the way. I don't know why but I felt some sort of nervousness as if my heart is gonna explode any minute now. Is it anxiety? Or is it because for the first time in my new life a guy held my wrist? I hope he won't notice my pulse though.

After a minute we finally found the flower shop where the seeds are being sold and I can see the lady who gave me seed samples. I waved at her greeting her respectfully before she smiled at me in return.

"How can I help such a lovely couple as you both?" The lady asked holding one vase filled with yellow flowers as he smiled for us. Wait... A couple?

"Oh we're n-not"

"We just need some assorted flower seeds" Cloud said without letting me finish my words. I glanced at him and he done the same.

"What?" He asked with the same stoic reaction.

"Nothing Cloud. " I shook my head. He seem unbothered by anything, not even the term couple. Or he might just be lazy to reject the term, probably.

As I shake the thoughts off, I roamed around the small shop to appreciate the beauty of all the flowers especially the yellow one. It really reminds me of Cloud. The lady probably noticed me staring at it so she gave me one yellow flower and I can't help but to smile as I thank her for being kindhearted. She knows what I was thinking as she gestured her lips pointing to where Cloud is standing.

He kept inspecting all the flowers with an obvious worry in his eyes and for some reason I can sense sadness from him so I walked towards him giving him the yellow flower

his eyes were glued to the flowers direction before he finally shifted his gaze on me, I don't think he's planning to take it so I pinned it to his clothes and giggled after.

"Again that flower reminds me of you" I smiled at him making sure he won't be sad. Don't know why but I just wanted to be a part of his life wherein I'll unlock all possibilities for his happiness, I wanted to be a key even just an imitation, at least to fill out the void.

(( Clouds POV))

Everything changed after meeting her, I use to space out at every hour, contemplating about the past yet killing the memories at the same time but now Sun appeared replaying the memories as if Aerith had been reincarnated into her body.. That's the same thought I had in mind when I met Aerith. The two of them were identical to Y/n. Fate must have been playing games on me, filling up the empty spaces in my soul temporarily before repossessing it again. Must be its way to torment me. What have I done to deserve this?

After hearing Sun's story about her first kiss, my mind is certain Sun's also the girl I met in the party. That was an accident and we parted ways without knowing each other by faces and names yet fate brought us back together triggering my past memories again. It's not a coincidence. At least now I know I met Sun before meeting Aerith. Does it mean it's not Sun identical to Aerith but Aerith identical to Sun?

She offered me comfort, she guided me with advice and she promised me to be by my side. Like what Aerith and Y/n did.

All the speculation kept rummaging in my mind as I inspect the shop then Sun caught my attention, she's staring at the lemon colored flowers. What can I say? The flowers are indeed beautiful but no matter how I focus my eyes on the flowers direction, it always shifts to Sun's face and that's when I realized.

That yellow flower suits Sun so well.. That flower became more beautiful after Sun approached it , the color became more attractive as Suns hair hanging at the back of it. And.. Same goes with Sun.. Like they were made compatible with each other.

This is insane. I must be delusional, I need to stop staring at her before she noticed me. Little did I know Sun was already in front of me holding the yellow flower. Once again I noticed.. I never think that way of Sun before, but after a few days of being with her. I am starting to figure things about her, not only about the party accident but also what brightens her more.. What is this feeling?

I was now staring at her eyes appreciating her (eye color) orbs before I heard her chuckle as she placed the yellow flower on me. Then she said something which answered all my doubts.

"Again that flower reminds me of you"