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I can't fall sleep. I miss the sight of you sleeping beside me. I am wondering if you are watching me, does it bother you? Making me this way? Do you even think of me?

"I need space, Won! I don't want to talk to you anymore, what you have done made me sick. I don't even want to look at you, you look disgusting." my boyfriend said, one month ago.

I want to explain, I want you to take my side, I want you to support me.

But, what for? If you can be happy even without me.

We were in five years relationship, those five years were the best years I have ever had. We laugh, we cry, we make each other mad, we did things that can make us happy, we plan, and we even make each other crazy.

I made you my life.

And here I am being miserable without your love.

If it's the last time, will you listen to me? Will you believe me? Will you let the imagination of others to our relationship possible?

"For the last time, come back to me Jeong!"