Twenty-three

Jungkook came out of the shower, put on sweat pants and a shirt with his hair dripping wet. He couldn't stop smiling.

Earlier...

"Mmm..." Taekyung moaned into the heated kiss that was going down with Jaehyuk.

Jaehyuk pushed Taekyung down on the bed and climbed on top of him. They stared at each other intensely, and then Jaehyuk rubbed Taekyung's bottom lip. "You're too pretty, baby."

Taekyung blushed, and was about to unbutton his shirt but Jaehyuk grabbed his hand stopping him. "No."

Taekyung looked up at Jaehyuk confused, "Why not?"

Jaehyuk smiled gently, "I didn't mean "no" like not at all, just not like this. I want us to do this the right way."

Jaehyuk kissed Taekyung softly, "Go shower. And then I'll shower after you, and then we'll do it."

Taekyung's face got even redder and squeezed Jaehyuk tight. "What?!! Really?! Yay! We really can?"

"Yes baby, we can." Jaehyuk laughed and held Taekyung as well.

Taekyung got up off the bed giggling and walked into the bathroom and waved at Jaehyuk.

Jaehyuk groaned, "Ugh, you're too cute baby!"

Taekyung pressed his lips into a line and looked down at the ground, trying to play cool.

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And now here they were. Both Taekyung and Jaehyuk were on Taekyung's bed, beside each other, sitting in awkward silence.

Taekyung sighed, "Jaehyuk?"

"Hmm?" Jaehyuk hummed in response.

Taekyung put his head on Jaehyuk's chest and laid down next to him. "You agreed to having sex with me now... But why'd you say no last night? And then why'd you change your mind?"

Jaehyuk put his arms around Taekyung's waist and stared at Taekyung, "I said no because I was scared."

Taekyung furrowed his brows not understanding. "What were you scared of?"

Jaehyuk sighed, "I was scared that I would end up hurting you. Or... that the experience would end up making me remind you of Seonho, or Yutaka or Chanho. And... Just thinking about losing you scares me so much."

Taekyung felt bad. He didn't even realize that Jaehyuk might've said no because he didn't want anything bad to happen to their relationship.

Taekyung smiled, "That's good."

"What do you mean?" Jaehyuk said holding Taekyung closer.

Taekyung looked up at Jaehyuk, "Well at first when you said no... I thought you were disgusted by me or the fact that I've been used or something-"

Jaehyuk grabbed Taekyung's chin making him look at Jaehyuk, "Don't ever think that, baby. You're not disgusting."

Taekyung bit his lip hard, trying to stop the tears that filled his eyes. He looked down, "I f-feel that way sometimes."

Jaehyuk pushed Taekyung's head back into his chest as he held his crying boyfriend, "No baby, you're not disgusting. None of that was you're fault. You're so strong, Taekyung. And the reason I changed my mind is because I realized how lucky I am for you to want me to be intimate me. And I'll be damned if anyone else took that spot." Jaehyuk said glaring at Taekyung playfully.

Taekyung wrapped his arms around Jaehyuk's body, still crying a little.

Jaehyuk played with Taekyung's soft hair in comfort. "Baby, why don't we just wait till tomorrow-" Jaehyuk was cut off.

"NO!" Taekyung said getting super close to Jaehyuk's face. "It has to be today!! My mom and your dad are coming back tomorrow morning. It has to be right now!"

Jaehyuk smiled, "Okay, baby. Just sit back, okay?"

"O-Okay." Taekyung said getting off of Jaehyuk and laying down on his bed.

Taekyung's breath hitched as Jaehyuk began unbuttoning his shirt. Jaehyuk slid the shirt off on Taekyung's shoulders and stared at his glorious body. "You're so beautiful, baby. I've waited for this for a long time."

Jaehyuk climbed on top of the flustered Taekyung and caressed his face, "I'll be gentle with you, baby. Just relax."

Jaehyuk kissed Taekyung lovingly and the kiss went deeper and deeper...

to be continued...