Chapter 39

—🕊Mizuhashi Yurina Rokurō (POVs)

It was already lunch time and when I stood up and was about to go with Yasha. His friends, grabs him by his uniform and dragged him away from me, or so thats what I think.

As Yasha was dragged by his friends without noticing me, Yasha than looked at me and just walked away with his two friends too.

( I guess..)

( I still have no friends..)

( After all.. I'm.. Different from them.)

( I shouldn't get attached by it.)

( I'm just an ordinary human...)

( Living with full of demons..)

( I guess.. It's really my fate.. Being alone again.)

( And... Yorus moms necklace... Is broken.)

( I broke a promise.)

I then wiped off my tears on my cheeks and just walked away too.

( I'm such a... Monster.)

( I should have never done that.)

( It was just things.)

( But.. Those 'things' were special...and are important.)

( And if Yoru knows that I broke his mom's necklace, he probably going to hate me, and will stay away from me too... Like Yasha.)

( I don't want that..)

( I don't like everybody leaving me.)

( It hurts.... A lot.)

As I passed by to the cafeteria, I then stopped on my tracks when I saw Yasha and his two friends eating lunch... They all look so happy without me.

I remember them being with me, they always dragged me to the cafeteria along with them, and now.. Its like... I'm not a friend anymore.

( It hurts... Me.)

I then walked away and went outside the school, I then went to the garden, where I buried all of them in the future. But of course.. It won't happen, because I will prevent everything from what will happening..

Even if it's cause my life.

I'll do anything...

And speaking of... I'll do anything..

( What should I do with this ashes? )

( The necklace that Yoru give to me turns into ashes, when that girl burns it.)

" Yoru will hate me." I said and then started to cry silently.

( I don't want that...)

( If he knows what happened.. He will hate me.)

( That necklace is very precious to him, it was his mothers gift before she passed away.)

( If Yoru knows I broke it... He will hate me.)

" I'm sorry." I said and cried but then someone tapped my head and so I looked who was it, but it was just the white haired guy and his friends.

" What's the matter little Yurina? " He said and he then sit next to me, while holding a baby gi—..

I then stared at this baby gir—I mean baby boy!!! He was that meanie guy I turned into a baby!!!

" Thats your brother, that I turned into a baby right? " I said and looked it, and it was staring at me too.

" We'll, his name is Daimon, and yes, he was the one you turned into a baby girl." The White haired dude said.

I then sighed and then turned him back to his original form and then he spoke.

" Man!! I thought you're not going to change me back again." Daimon said and looked at me, but I just give him a bitter smile.

" I'm not that evil." I said

" I heard some of the students talked about you, did you hit four demon females with a chair? am I right? " the white hair guy said and I just nodded.

There's no need to explain anyway, every story will only make me evil.

" Then..they must have done something to make you mad, like what I did, and so I'm sorry for saying you have modest breast. " Daimon said and so I looked at him.

" I mean... You're still a little girl, I understand that, no offense. " He said and I just looked away and sighed.

( Right... Even Yasha hated me now.)

( I think, his probably thinking I'm so evil and his probably thinking also, why he was being friends with me.)

( I understand that.)

( But.. I was only mad because they did something bad from me.)

( He could have just say something bad from me too, but staying away from me??? )

( It hurts me so much.)

( My heart... Hurts so much...)

" Hey... W-why are you crying? " Daimon said and even touches my hair.

" You must have said something to make her cry." His friends said.

" I only said she has modest breast and it's okay because she's still young and is probably growing up." Daimon said.

( Why are this idiots talking about my small breast??? )

( I'm just crying because I am hurt.)

" Idiots, can you shut up. " This white haired guy said.

" There. There. Yurina, stop crying now. " He said

" How about you come and join us for lunch everyday? " His friends said

" For what!?  " I said and stood up

" If you all going to be my friend, would you all stay even if I had done something bad? " I said and started to cry again.

( I don't want to have a friend who would stay away from me if I had done something bad.)

( It hurts me.. A lot.)

( I already loses three friends, and I don't want to have more friends that will stay away from me.)

" Probably no, because at the end, there's only one friend that who always stays... And that's myself. So don't come near me and asks if I want to tag along with all of you, just leave me alone." I said and walked away from them, while my tears keeps falling down to my cheeks.

As I run away from them and I was now walking through the hallway, I was then bump into someone and when I looked who was it, it was Akumu, and I just then run towards her and hugged her.

" I'm sorry...." I said and cried in front of her, and she then kneeled down.

" Its fine twinny winny, I still have a lots of coloring book you can use, come on come with me." Akumu said and holds my hand, I then walked with her.

As we reach to the school president room, we both then went inside and I then sit in front of her desk and she then lend me another book.

" How about this one?   " She said and smiled.

" Can I stay in here until the school is over? I-I don't want to go to my next class." I said while bowing my head.

" Hmm, I guess you can stay in here while I'm going to my next class too, but don't do anything in here while I'm gone okay? " Akumu said and I them nodded to her, and as she left the room, I then open up the book she lend to me.

( How am I going to say this to Yoru??? )

( About the necklace??? )

( I don't want him to hate me.)

As I was looking through the drawings of this book, I didn't noticed it was a story book, and it needed to be colored too.

And what I just noticed in the book as I read those each sentence, there was one that catches me in my eyes.

It says, it can bring an item back to its original form again, even if it's ashes, and that made me think.

But also... It's only a story in a book.

( But what if... This place do exist!? )

( I mean.. Demons exist.)

( There's no way, this play is only a legend inside from the book! )

( But... It says in the story that.. It has many dark creatures with hungry stomach, lurking in the darkness.)

( It also says in the story, that this place is only a  legend, and it's the most forbidden story in demon childrens book.)

( And there are quite scary creatures thats been described inside this story book too.)

( But.. I am desperate.. To take Yorus necklace come back again.. Cause I don't want him to be mad at me.)

( But.. I am. Scared.)

( In this book.. It says.. There's only thirty chance of those demons who can come back alive, and if you come back alive, your body is probably trap inside the same place and it's only your soul that comes back again.)

( Plus, the one who dares to come in that scary legend place, will probably lost their way to home.)

( But of course.. It's only a story on demon childrens book, but... What if this place do exist??? )

( I am willing to sacrifice!!! Just to take that necklace come back again!!! )

" Yes! I am willing to sacrifice!!! Even if it will take my life!!!  " I said

" I will bring back Yorus precious heirloom from is mother with me or without me coming back!!!! " I said

" I will fight for the necklace!!! " I said and stood up and smile, and when I was about to go out, I stopped on my tracks and went towards to the table again.

( I forgot, I didn't know where that place can be seen.)

( Even if it's only a legend, I wanna find it out to myself, and check it out if it actually exist or not.)

" I will not just stand in here and let the fire fade away." I said

And when I flip the book to the last page, it has a forbidden map, and I think... Akumu didn't know about this.. And so I take the half piece of it with me.

( Guess.. I'm going on an adventure today, alone.)

( Which Is..i have no idea if I'll come back alive again.)

( But who knows? I have no one with me anyway, even if I die and won't come back, no one would probably look for me or worries about me.).

( Yasha is not my friend anymore, he is staying away from me.)

( And if Yoru finds out that I broke his moms necklace... He would probably choose the same thing with Yasha.)

( That's why.. I'm trying my best to take that necklace come back again.)

( Even if it's a legend inside on a demon childrens book.)

( We'll... Wish me luck.)