Chapter 1

Paris Pov

I have my guard up for a reason because I been hurt so many times .And I don't want to go through that no more I been too good  but I guess that wasn't good enough .

I don't know if I could do it no more I'm just gone be single for the rest of my life cause all it's doing hurting me in the long run and I give up . Cause I never find nobody that's good as me . And I'll never find that person who will accept me for me .

I glazed over at the time it's was 2:00 am in the morning I was up all night thinking cause I thought he was the love of my life I was wrong he cheat on me with my sister I didn't see it coming.

She been trying to contact me but I wasn't feeling it no more I been ignore her because she was wrong now her cautious eating her ass up because she know she lost a good sister  I thought she would always be my ride or die my family  but I was in the blind didn't see it coming but it's all good though karma is a bitch .

I wish my mom was here to comfort me but she died when I was 4 years old so I been living with my dad and step mom which I hate she always trying to control my every move like your not my mom just a step mom know the differences . And my dad never stick up for me all she after is his money my dad own a million dollar company called diamonds he sells jewelry, golds , rings , Cuban necklaces the whole nine yard . My dad on his shit I can give him that .

I'm into drawing and making music I want to teach kids about art so I want to have my own Art fine school one day  it's will happen I'm gone make sure of that . I'm gone use this hurt as a motivation

I don't know what college I want to go to I got accept in Howard , the university of Alabama , auburn university, and last but not least the art of institute of Atlanta the one I been wanting on for the longest .

Aliyah Pov

She haven't been answering my phone call didn't mean to go that far with mike but mike want me first but she took him from me so technically it's not really my fault that we starting back feeling each other yeah we was just talking to each other but that's don't mean for you take my nigga like naw bitch then she want to go around lien like she didn't started this shit first .

She think she so much better than me because she have it all she only great cause of her dad her dad don't give a fuck about her really because he let his wife talk to her any kind of way and I stayed out of it we have the same mom but different daddies .

I miss my mom she died when I was 3 year old and my sister was 4 years old . I still want to have a relationship with my sister even though we got some drama going on we never hatched it out so it's be attention in the room every time we see each other she just mad cause mike chosen me .

She should be mad at mike cause he the one that's start this bull shit he know what the fuck he was doing I just realized I still have feelings for mike that's why things went the way it's went because still love him he was mines first don't ever get that shit twisted .

Mike Pov

I know I fucked up and wasted her time but the only thing she was worrying is work and school she was giving me no attention she too independent and ambitious and I guess I couldn't handle her I wasn't at her level I guess and it's made me feel some type of way.

Been with Aliyah make me happy she appreciate me she listen To me I even cried in front of her like a punk ain't no punk though so don't get that twisted .