Chapter 3

Xenon's POV

I watched him from afar. I don't know why I feel this way for this woman. Were having the same sex or should I say gender but why? What's happening to me? She turned in my direction causing me to avert my gaze from it.

"Get down there, we're the only ones here!" she shouts at me. I turned to her and immediately saw her beautiful smile. I immediately did what she said, I went down to the ground as she said very quickly.

"Why were you looking at me from above earlier? You can come down here." she said. I could feel her sincerity in saying those things as I continued to stares at the smile. Her pink lips makes me so amazed.

"I just don't want you to get hurt because of me. You know, people here think of me as a monster." I said to her. She just smiled and then sat down on the grass.

"Not all monsters are bad. People just blame a monster when there is no one to blame for the things they do. Often, they also blame them without knowing what's really going on around them. I can conclude that often the human brains are just in their feet and not really at the top, they don't use it properly. " I laughed at what she said. We think the same way though.

"Oh I made you laugh." How could it not make me laugh. Everything she said was true.

"What was your name? I didn't ask before because you left right away." she said to me. I smiled at her then I changed my appearance. There was a look of shock on her face because of what she saw.

"Xenon." I mention my name.

"Wonderful! How beautiful you are!" she said vigorously to me. Of course, she would be really surprised by how I looked. Only Zed saw my real form. As much as I wanted him to know more about me and accept me for what I am, I did a regretful thing.

Zed used to like me but things goes differently when he saw me like that and I wish right now that I should not let him know how monster I look like. However, I knew that if I did that, I would lose all hope of wanting him and be able to be have the true love.

*Flashback*

"Zed, don't you really like monsters?" I asked him as we both ate Junk food to greet me.

"Who would want a monster? They're disgusting to look at. Oh, Xenon, what's going into your brain and that's what you want us to talk about?" he asked me. That's how it is. When you're a disgusting creature, it's really hard to have someone who likes you.

"Nothing." I sparingly answer here then I again took a piece of Junk food from its plastic with my finger then I swallowed it.

*End of Flashback*

"Hey Xenon! Is there a problem?" I realized reality again when I heard its voice in front of me. I watched her carefully. She smiled at me as it stared at me.

"Ah, nothing nothing." I answered.

"It's nice that you're beautiful when you look like a normal person, why not just make that your permanent look?" she asked me again. I stared at her before I sat down next to her.

I pinch a few pieces of hair that have been dancing in front of me and touching my face to my ear. I looked at the sky before I answered her.

"There are things in the world that you think are that but inside of that is the hidden captivating posture. I as a creature created by different sides want to love me as I am, in what I show, whether bad or good. " I said. I looked it back at its place then I smiled at her.

"At least you really have a point there." she said when she agrees with what I told to her.

"You're just here, Copper." We both looked at the voice of a man coming from behind us. That voice was familiar and I seemed to know if it was him so it also grabbed my attention. My eyes widened at what I saw.

"Tan." she just mention of the man's name then she immediately stood up and ran towards him.

How is he alive? Ah, of course. Maybe not life, maybe reincarnation. I myself and my own hand killed Zed so it was impossible to live then. Also, even if he lived at that time, he would disappear immediately because he was just a lowly ordinary person.

"Xenon, Tan." Copper introduces me to the man next to him. I just smiled at it. He immediately averted his eyes from me and turned back to Copper.

"Babe, who is he? I've been looking for you for a while and you're you're parents are so worried about you." I heard it say to Copper.

"Babe I'm just with Xenon. You don't need to worry about me, okay? I'm safe with Xenon." said by Copper. Tan looked at me badly because of his girlfriend's behavior.

"Next time, you should bring me with you so I don't need to worry." he said to Copper.

"That girl is just a newcomer to the place. We don't know what kind of creature that girl is." I even heard him say that as if I am not there. Of course, I am easily noticed by the creatures here because of my appearance. Perhaps they will wonder who I am and where I come from.

"Copper I'll be go first." said and I let go to the woman I was talking to earlier. I changed form causing the eyes of the man with it to widen.

"Just as what I expected!" Tan scolded me and then picked up a rock and threw it at me.

I immediately shattered every stone it threw at me. I just ignored him and opened and waved my wings so that I could fly in the air.

"Don't come back here monster!" I even heard him say that before I could get away from that place.

If so, that man was Zed. He's reincarnated. He's already alive this year. It's also been a few decades since I last saw you Zed. I am happy and you are reincarnated now.