'Just' In Love With Him

My eyes stare at the envelope. "Am I stupid for accepting his offer?"

I just sigh and place the envelope on the table. I lean my face on the table and stare at the door. I feel very seeped from what is happening to us. I don't know how to handle it anymore. 

I thought I'm a strong independent woman but I'm not. I don't know what to do. First, Yoongi is very devastated when someone places malicious words about him and now, I stupidly accept Tae's offer when seeing Christian with her. 

Christian is being a coward. He can't end his relationship with Alyssum just because it's his last option to save his career. I try to understand but it's not right to use other people to save his career. He can save it with the help of his manager and his entertainment. 

I take a deep breath, striving to calm myself, and eliminating all my distracting thoughts. "Don't think about that, Mia… Just relax." I murmur.