The worst kind of pain

You know what the worst kind of pain is . It is being loved by someone and them making you think it's unconditional but in reality their love just fades with time and you are left feeling hurt and empty inside . For your whole life they loved you , for your whole life they cared and out of now where you are nothing.

Just nothing . So you tell me how should I feel ? . I don't know what to say or how to express myself but then again if you acted so can I . Now I will show you a show but hell . The hell that you gave me but just ten times more intense . And the pain well it will follow . I am human too . Not a god , not a priest , not a saint . I bleed , I feel pain , I just wanted your love , your attention just that much . Not your money , not your wealth . Just some of your time . Was it too much of a waste ? . Was it ?. Just too much to ask for a second just to hear the words "I love you ." Even it they were fake .

~A.