Feelings

Eren's POV

"Holy fuck." I whispered

I was in the Queen's bunker where it was littered with bodies. A couple of Sentinels carried Colonel's body on a stretcher. I saw that Ghost had his eyes closed and part of his uniform was drenched in his blood.

"Marco what happened here?" I asked

"Some of our body guards were actually undercover TMOs. They were just about to attack us but Colonel saw them act so he killed them off. But more bypassed our security and 20 mutants came in. We have Colonel Ghost some covering fire and yea he killed all of them." he replied

"He did all this?" asked Levi

"Yes sir, all to protect our queen." replied Marco

I looked over and saw Reiner taking care of Historia.

"Historia are you okay?" I asked

"I'm fine but are the kids and the civilians okay?" I asked

"We nearly had civilian casualty but thanks to her we were able to avoid that." said a voice from the entrance

I turned around to see Ymir with a woman I recognized walking behind her.

"Mrs Tybur you used the Warhammer titan powers?" I asked

"Yes the civilians were in danger." she replied

"Eren!" yelled another female voice

Annie came running in and she hugged me.

"Thank goodness you're okay." she said

"I'm glad your okay too." I replied

Eldians, Russians and Sentinels began to pick up bodies and put them in body bags.

"Hange someone wants to talk to you." said Moblit

In came Floch who looked scared and worried.

"What is it?" asked Hange

"He says something was wrong with the TMO operators." said Moblit, "Explain Floch."

"Well ma'am, I know I might sound crazy for saying this but I think the operators are all dead." said Floch

I raised an eyebrow, Connie scoffed and Jean just shook his head.

"No I'm serious, when I was fighting this operator I swore I killed him before 6 years ago during the war." said Floch, "I even remember putting his body in a body bag."

Connie stopped laughing and Jean looked up in confusion.

"You're telling someone was raised back from the dead?" asked Levi, "Are you even listening to yourself?"

"No he's right." said a voice

In came Recon with Aid and she had a prisoner with her.

"Who's he?" I asked

Recon grabbed the prisoners hair and pulled him up allowing us to take a good look at him.

"Wait a minute isn't he..."

"Captain Ivanov." said Recon

"Fuck you! I don't know who the fuck you are but I'll fucking kill you!" yelled Ivanov

"There's no way, Colonel Ghost killed him." I said

"That's what we're going to find out." said Recon,

"How's that possible they were dead." said Connie, "Are they zombies?"

"You idiot zombies can't talk like that." said Jean

"Floch you can leave, I'll let Commander Erwin know." said Hange

Floch nodded and left the room and Ghost team came in with Bertholdt. When Marksman looked at Ivanov he raised an eyebrow then his eyes widened and he frowned.

"Isn't he..."

"Yes Captain Ivanov." said Recon

"But..." Marksman trailed off

"We don't know how that's possible?" asked Marksman

Javelin saw him too and the first thing she did was kick him really hard in the face.

"He is real." said Javelin

"Javelin stand down." said Marksman

"Why don't we open him up check what's inside him?" asked Javelin

"I said stand down." snapped Marksman

"Sorry." she replied

Phantom runs into the bunker, her eyes wide and desperate.

"Where is he?" asked Phantom

"He was taken away probably in the infirmary." I said

She was just about to leave when she saw Captain Ivanov.

"I must be dreaming." she whispered

"You're not." replied Marksman

"But Ghost clearly decapitated him." said Phantom

"Floch said that he saw someone he killed here too so I guess something's up." I said

But she doesn't seem to care and she turned and left the bunker.

"Okay everyone let's clean up the mess. Keep the civilians down there just in case there's another counter attack." said Hange

Phantom's POV

"How fucking long?" I asked

"Well this broken rib was broken twice and looks like he had multiple fractures so probably 2 months." said the doctor

"2 fucking months? What the hell." I sighed

"Well the good thing is his bones would be healed in 5 weeks but the pain won't go away until 2 months so he needs rest until then." said the doctor, "If he moved around too much like last time, he might not be able to recover at all."

"I'll make sure he heals." I said

Marksman enters the infirmary and looks at Ghost.

"How is he?" he asked

"Worse than before." I replied

"What are we going to do?" he asked

"You're the next commanding officer of Sentinel." I replied

"Understood ma'am." he replied

"Check up on the civilians and the kids." I said

"Yes ma'am." he replied

He leaves the infirmary and I hold Ghost's hand.

"Get some rest you must be tired. I'll take care of him so don't worry." said the doctor

I nodded and left the room. I was walking down the hallway when a doctor bumped into me.

"Oh sorry ma'am but what are you doing here?" asked the doctor

"Just a patient." I replied

"What do you mean? All patients are being brought down to the underground district." said the doctor, "No one's supposed to be here."

I found it weird until it hit me in the head. I ran back to the room and when I burst through the door, just in time to see the doctor checking up a needle. I threw my knife straight into the doctor's shoulder and he screams in pain and falls back, crashing into his equipment. He grabs a scalpel and tries to stab me but I duck back and then hit his neck causing him to stumble back and grab his neck as he tries to breathe. I then grabbed his coat and flipped him over my shoulder slamming him to the ground

"Don't fucking touch my husband." I growled

I punched his face eight times before pulling him up and breaking his arm. I felt so much anger in my heart that I felt evil. I still had the arm I broke so broke it even more. I kept forcing the shoulder to bend the way it wasn't supposed to and completely teared off the arm. The doctor screams in pain as blood leaked to the floor. I still had his arm and I started repeatedly hitting the doctor with it. I didn't stop until the doctor stopped moving and I threw the arm away. I checked up on Ghost and he was still breathing.

"What the fuck..." I heard a voice at the entrance of the room

I looked up and saw Annie and Eren standing there.

"What happened?" asked Eren

"The doctor tried to kill Ghost." I said

Other Sentinels barged into the room and most of them looked scared.

"Don't just stand there, what the hell are doing?!" I yelled

Some of the Sentinels pushed Ghost's bed out of the room while the others cleaned up the body.

"Sorry ma'am." said Annie

"No, don't apologize. I just got mad at the doctor." I said

"What happened to his arm?" asked Eren

"Nothing don't worry about it, go out and check up on the kids." I said

"Yes ma'am." they replied

They both left and I sighed and left the room. I was walking down the hallway when I turned the corner and nearly bumped into Recon. I looked up and she looked down at me, she was only 3 inches taller than me but still I had to look up a bit.

"Ah, it's you." said Recon

"Is there a problem?" I asked not in an angry way but in a confused tone.

"Nothing." she replied and walked away.

I walked down the hallway and out of the hospital where everyone was busy working on things.

"Ma'am?" called out a voice

I turned around and Marksman was standing there looking a bit worried.

"What is it? And stop calling me ma'am." I replied

"Sorry but you should restrain Ghost." said Marksman

"Huh?"

I rushed down to the underground district where a bunch of civilians were worried hugging their kids, crying. I ran towards the infirmary where the Ghost was trying to get out of his bed while the doctors were trying to deal with him.

"Ghost, stand down." I said

"This isn't over, I figured something out." he said

"Ghost now isn't the time, get some rest and we'll talk later." I replied

"No I need to go now." I replied

"Ghost!" I snapped

He looks up but then he glares at me catching me off guard.

"Listen this is important and if you don't want me to die then listen." he said

I looked at him with a worried face but I nodded.

"When a titan attacked Eren it looked at me. But once it saw me, it ignored Eren and lunged straight towards me." said Ghost

"Might just be a coincidence." I replied

"Then explain to me why every other titan came to our district." said Ghost

"What do you mean?" asked a voice

I turned around to see Recon and Aid behind me scaring the shit out of.

"Make some noise when you walk, stop scaring me." I sighed

"I thought you can hear people creep up on you." said Aid

"Well sorry I was paying attention to my surroundings." I sarcastically said

"Anyways what are you trying to say?" asked Recon

"Before we were attacked, I saw the view of what was going on, it seemed like every titan was on their way here. But why, this outpost have the queen but why did the TMOs inside the bunker not kill Historia when she was all alone without Reiner? And why didn't they kill her when I was down? It doesn't make sense." said Ghost

Recon and I stayed silent while Aid just shrugged his shoulders.

"If I stay here any longer, the civilians down here will not be safe." said Ghost

"What are you going to do then?" I asked

"That's why I'm trying to leave, away from the civilians." said Ghost

"Wait." Recon stopped Ghost, "How about we use you as bait."

I glared at her but she didn't react.

"Tessa!" yelled Aid

"What it's just a suggestion." replied Recon

"I would volunteer to become bait, but what are we trying to accomplish here?" asked Ghost

"Ajax you're not becoming bait!" I yelled

"Calm down Emily right now we're in danger and my life doesn't matter to anyone." said Ghost

My heart sank and I stood there speechless. The sensation of sadness in my chest was unbearable that I ran out crying.

Ghost's POV

"Bro you fucked up there." said Aid

I didn't reply because I don't know what I did wrong.

"Why are you acting like this all of a sudden?" asked Aid

"Aid tell me your opinion." I said

"What opinion?" he asked

"Do you think if I never changed, Emily would still love me?" I asked

Aid and Recon stayed silent.

"Exactly." I replied

"You guys have been married for over 6 years why are you thinking about this now?" asked Recon

"I guess the past events made me think about my past a lot." I replied

"Honestly this isn't a problem we can help you with." said Recon

"I don't really need it." I said

I got up ignoring the pain but the doctor stopped me.

"Sir please of your gonna move restrain yourself from doing any fighting." said the doctor

"I will, thank you." I replied

"I think you should talk to Emily about this right now." said Aid

"Sure." I simply replied

"Hey I know it's hard for you but I don't want you losing another family." said Aid

"My parents left me when I was a kid, I don't know how to be a good father to my kids." I replied