Prologue

I pour out my eyes as I sit in the bathroom, helplessly. The shower engulfing my cries.

Only these four walls knew the pain I was facing.

It felt like my whole world was shattering into a million pieces and I was unable to do anything...anything.

It was not supposed to turn out like this ! Even before anything could build up, it broke.

Infatuation. They said.

Heartbreak. I felt.

Love hurts. It is easy to say but to feel it, is not.

But it is true that she can do one thing which I can't...

Bring a smile on his face.

{Flashback}

"Hey Briana ! Come here gotta tell u something important"

My heart makes summersaults as Ryan calls out to me. Smiling I approach him.

"So, what's up ?"

His cheeks turn red as he motions me with his hand to go nearer so he could whisper in my ear. I stepped forward and leaned near him.

"Briana you're a very good friend of mine and I can't wait to tell this to you... I finally proposed to Paula and guess what? We are in a relationship !! "

Those words hurt me more than a bullet would. My vision became blurry as my mind went blank. I put on my best fake smile,

"Congo Ryan !!!! I am so happy ! Paula sure is lucky !"

With that words I quickly turned around to leave as he held my hand.

"Where are you goin'?"

"Uh, I have singing classes so bye !"

I rush out of Tution as tears flow mercilessly. My heart was aching to know that he was now happy with another girl, Who is not me.

Lord, why is this happening with me ?! What did I do wrong ?

If loving someone whom I cannot get is wrong, I don't wanna be right.

Just like the forbidden fruit attracts everyone.

So this is how I ended up here, in my bathroom bawling my eyes out. "Okay, I cannot have him. I don't need him. Who needs that guy ?" Thinking this, I thought I could win, but my heart chimed in, "You need him silly."

Love is dangerous. It can show you wonders even if you are not meant to be.

But one thing was true,

"I fell for him...hard"