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Perfect..perfect is what you've been told to be all your life. Why can't I be myself? Why must I be someone I'm not? 
              
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  Meet (y/n), the popular, beautiful, smart, straight A student of Jinshikio High. "She's perfect!" They say. But no one knew who she really was, they were all fooled by her act. 

  Or so, everyone but Neo, the neglected son of the Collin's family. He saw through her act, the act that her parents force her to take on. Did he tell anyone? No. 

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  "I guess this apocalypse gives me a chance to show who I really am. I don't want to be someone I'm not anymore!"

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                  "Why didn't you tell anyone?"

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  "I really envy you. I wish I could be so daring as to talk back. But I'm a coward. And because I'm a coward, I just play along with them."

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DISCLAIMER-
    This story is a Rebirth Fanfic! I do not own any of the characters of Rebirth! If Michi does not approve of this book, then I will immediately take this down. 

  This book contains talk of emotional abuse, self-harm, and other sensitive topics. If you are uncomfortable with such things, please do be cautious when reading, or don't read at all. Oh, swearing too! I don't know if I'll be mild with my swearing or go all out so..just warning ya.

Hopefully an episode out at least once every two weeks

Started: August 6, 2020

Regret - Neo Collins x Reader

  I remembered how it all played through. Yet another scolding from mother. 


I got a 83% on my science test. My parents were furious. That's a high score? Not in my family. Any grade under 100% doesn't work with my family. Not when your sister is a known doctor, older brother is an expensive lawyer, younger sister is a child model, and your parents own an insurance business.


  Yes, my family is very wealthy and considered as one of the most successful families to some. But I hate it, I always feel a need to outstand them, to be better than the rest of my family. I just can't seem to do anything right.


  Some think we're perfect. Wealthy, smart, and happy..that's all they see, what they don't know is we're disfunctional, we're everything but a perfect family.


  Mother and father can barely come to any agreement anymore these days. My brother barely comes in contact with us, my older sister is my mother's favourite, and even my younger sister outshines me. Who am I in this family? I've shown nothing of any accomplishment, I don't earn any money for us, and I'm not famous. I'm just the girl who's family members are successful.


  Some even say, I'm leaching off their success. I hate it.


  Ever since Rachel, my older sister, moved out to be a doctor across the world, mother had started paying more attention to me. I loved it at first, but now, I understand why Rachel would always roll her eyes when mother wasn't looking. Why she would scowl every time I asked her about mother. Mother is controlling.


Mother can't stand an imperfect child, an imperfect child like me. So she forces me to at least act perfect. Soon, acting became natural to me. Maybe I can become an actress? Hollywood actress? Then, will I be better? Will they then notice me?


  What if I act perfect, just like how they want me? I'll change my style, study everyday, and socialize more. If I become the child that my parents always wanted, can I finally be happy? Can I finally be someone in this family of success?


"What a pitiful child you are, so foolish."


Prologue