Chapter 3 Struggles

Dear Diary..

It's the next day and I just finished getting ready for my last day of highschool for the week. It's been quite a hectic year 2020. Honestly I never would have thought that the end of this year better be worth it. I had a rough night sleeping. I thought that once my mom and dad where together again everything would be the same as it was before. But the thing is... I was wrong.

My mom and dad are the same. But not me.

I constantly think of my past sitting in my room watching movies, repeating saying from them. and always being silly trying to make everyone laugh.. What I'm trying to say is.

My inner child is not there anymore...

I'm having a hard time to try and reclaim her.

I don't know if I ever will. My inner child disappeard when bad shit happend to me.

You know that nightmare I had and sonic was there? from my book Daughter of Blackness?

yeah? well that was all the shit I have been through. I've been hurt so much to the point I don't think I can find my inner child again...

Once I do find her, I'm not letting anyone control my persona again.. Anyway.

like I said before I just finished getting dressed. We have the education minister coming to our class today. And the year seven transitions are today instead of next term.

My hair is down parted to the right, Along with the parted streak of hair braided secured with a purple elastic. and I'm in my signature red an navy school uniform in black leggings, and royal blue runner shoes, Along with my highschool straight jacket the same one I wore in the first book. I'm hanging for the holidays. we can't go to Adelaide this weekend tho because my grandpa has an infectious virus in his leg. (Not corona)

But my uncle David had to move out for a while. After the holidays I'll FINALLY be in room 21 and will be happy... Hopefully...

sincerely

- Hannah ❤️