(Final chapter) a lesson learned..

Dear Diary...

I think today after all that has happened to me, I've learned a few things. my friends kai and Josh where teasing me along with kenisha, Kelly, and Erin. They where SUPPOST to be my friends then kai took away my bag and hid it accross the corner. I packed all my stuff back in and I saw Kelly and Erin with my lunchbox while a peice of my stuff was on the pavement. I was angry because my "so called" true friends lied, tricked, bullied, minipulated, bossed, and betrayed me!!!. I told mum all this, and she wasn't too pleased about it. And I am happy to say that I am FINALLY! overcoming my "loyal attachment" from my classmates and teachers from room 23 and room 21. it's not going to be easy letting go. But I'll find a way to manage better. At least I'll be happy at navigator collage! as it turns out a lot of my newfound REAL Friends go to navigator's for the exact same reason. So I'm glad I won't be alone!

anyway here's what I learnt.

I was so blinded by being loyal to the ones that I cared about but never really cared about me that was stuck up in their own lives, ended up doing the worst to me, and I didn't even notice it at first. It's easy to be so trustworthy to someone that someone might think is toxic. And even though it hurts to think that they are, even though they make you happy. It's a good idea to Just be careful. Not get too attached. And look out for your own needs before others!

becuse At the end of they day,

Real friends are the ones who are just like you.

it's not to hard to find them once you know what your looking for! :)

Sincerely - Hannah xx

(story continues in my new book " a heart made of steel. : a real story of a survivor") coming soon!...