18

Third person

After having the coffee and cookies, both Blu and Andy called it a night and headed to their own rooms.

The night was clear and the moonlight being the witness of the three souls struggling to come to terms with their emotions.

Andy's pov

Blu is acting very indifferent. If it was the other days he'd be fuming with anger because of what I did but isn't he being too chill about it? I'm happy that he's decided to move on but not to the cause of losing himself. I really want to make a place in his heart, not as a friend but as a person on whom he can rely on and someone who can keep him happy but knowing Blu I don't think he can get over Oliver.

I want to take him away, somewhere far from all his past memories making him completely forget about Oliver but how can I when he still holds those memories as a treasure even though he was never happy in those memories.

I've always loved you and I can't think of loving any other, not in this life. Why don't you turn around and look at me? Why?

Blu's pov

I don't know what to even feel. Should I be happy that Oliver is at least calling me even if it's for mocking me or should I feel dejected that that's the only reason why he's calling him. Oliver, Oliver..(sob)....why can't it be me? Why?

I can't keep breaking like this, not when I've finally taken a step forward. I know you're calling just to mock me but even that little actions make me think that you somehow miss me. That even though it's hatred , I at the very least has made a little space for myself in your memories.

Oliver's pov

I seriously can't sleep with all this thoughts. I never expected that a time would come where Blu will suddenly fall out of love for me. I should be happy that I can finally be with Josh but I can't stop thinking about Blu. Though I despised it, he had always followed me, not letting me be in peace but as he left i feel completely empty. This feeling is like those when you get a thorn in your finger but when you finally remove it, that space feels empty no matter you are relief from the pain.

I don't know what I feel for you at this moment. Whether it's a feeling of hatred to make you suffer by not letting you be with that man whom you have come to love just like you did to me or it is more than that.

At this point I don't even know myself anymore. The only thing I know is that I want to see you and talk with you. I don't know what I'd even talk about. Anything but not about the divorce. I don't know what is going on in that head of yours nor in mine.

Why won't you even answer my calls? How am I to talk to you if you don't even turn around? Why am i even stooping so low, lossing my pride and pursuing on calling you though you ignore me? What should I do? How can you expect me to go to sleep knowing you're with another man? Just this once, please, please answer my call. I don't know what I'm going to say but just please.. Just this once, let me be assured that you're not with him at this moment. Please, just please...

Dail.......

Blu's pov

I can't keep pondering on why I can't have his heart. It's time I let go. It's time to forget that my heart beats for someone. Someone who i can never have, someone who will hate me forever, forever till he takes the last of his breath. I..(sob...)...I have to get away from here.. I have to..

Ring...ring..ring....ring...ring..

At this hour who could it...no it can't be...

Thump.. Thump.. Thump... Thump