Chapter 15:

AFTER WE SIGN THE PAPER THE LAWYER BROUGHT FOR US TO CHECK IT OUT CAUSED MARCOS LEFT MY FAMILY AND I A FORTUNE..

THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE GRATEFUL FOR THAT...

ON THAT SAME DAY I CHOOSE TO READ THE LETTER IN MY ROOM AND PLAY OUR SONG ..

(KEATON HENSON YOU, MORAL OF THE STORY BY ASHES, AND EVEN HEARING )

THIS THREE SONGS HAD A CONNECTION BETWEEN ME AND MARCOS IN A WAY THAT HE WILL HEARD ME .. AND I WILL DO IT BACK TO HIM .. LET MY PAIN OUT FOR HIM TO SEE AND HE WILL DO IT BACK ..

YOU SONG IS BASED ON THE CYCLE OF LIFE IN A WAY THAT WE WRE CREATED THE SAME WAY A FATHER AND MOTHER DNA TO CREATED A CELL LET IT GROW.. IN 4 STAGES OF LIFE..

THE DAY I MET MARCOS I FELT AS IT WAS LOVE FOR THE FIRST SIGHT I DONT KNOW WHY HIS PERSONALITY HELPED ME UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN TRUST SOMEONE AND BE WITH HIM FOREVER ..

MYSELF AND MARCOS WOULD TELL EACH OTHER THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER AND DIE TOGETHER WE WANTED TO SEE OUR KIDS GROW .. HE WANTED 10 KIDS OR 12 I FORGOT BUT WAS FUNNY .. I TOLD HIM NO .. WHOS GOING TO POPPED THEM OUT .. ALL HE SAID WAS BABE DONT WORRY LET ME DO ALL THE WORK THAT IS NEED IT .. I WILL HELP YOU POPPED THEM ..

ALL WE DID WAS LAUGH..

BEST MEMORIES.. THE THIRD SONG MORAL OF THE STORY WE FELT IN LOVE AS ROMEO AND JULIET..

LATER THAT DAY I WENT TO MY ROOM TO REST HOPING TONIGHT I WOULD GET A NICE SLEEP REALLY NEED IT THIS TIME..

IM GOING TOBE HONEST IN LIFE .. OUR PRECIOUS LIFE BEING BORROW OUR SOULD IS BORROW SO WHATEVER HAPPEN TO US WE WILL BE TAKEN BACK TO TIME .. AND BE RE CREATED WITH A NEW GOAL.

ANOTHER REASON WHY I LOVED MARCOS WAS THE SENSE OF HUMOR WE WILL READ DEEP ATTRACTION BOOK TOGETHER .. AN LAUGH LIKE CRAZY CAUSED WE WILL MADE THE VOICE .. I WILL TUTOR HIM AND HE WILL HELP ME TO LEARNED NEW LANGUAGE HE KNEW 10 LEANGUAGE LIKE

SPANISH , ENGLISH, GERMAN , RUSSIA, BRITISH, JAPANESSE, KOREAN, ITALY, BRASIL, AND AZTEC.

HE WAS PART OF THE MAFIA GANG AND HE WILL TRAVEL THOSE AREAS TO SPEAK AND MAKE CONTRACTS..

FOR ME I END UP LEARNING LIKE 8 LANGUAGES, BUT WAS WORTH IT ..

I CLOSE THE DOOR OF MY ROOM .. KIND OF LOCKED IT TOO .. CAUSED I DONT WANT NO ONE DISTURBING ME ..

I GRABBED THE ENVELOPED FROM MY BED.. LOOK AT IT .. WAS COLOR WHITE.. IT SMELLED LIKE MARCOS COLOGNED .. MM SO GOOD..

AS I TURN IT OVER SOMETHING WAS WRITTEN DOWN ON THE FRONT OF THIS ENVELOPE WAS

( IN CURSIVE )

( LEFT CORNER) ( STAMPS)

MARCOS ANTONIO TORRES GONZALEZ,

11124 VINE STREET.

EL CENTRO CA, 92243.

( MIDDLE OF THE ENVELOPED)

GEORGIA GUZMAN ( SOON TO BE GEORGIA GONZALEZ)

112453 POPLAR DRIVE

EL CENTRO CA,92243

IM NOT GOING TO LIE .. HE WAS MY MAN LOVED HIM, WHAT HE DID WAS NICE ... I LOVE HIM SO MUCH .. MY EYES WERE WATERY AS FUCK I WAS ALREADY A MESS I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR REACT I WAS SHOOKED WHAT HE DID ..

I OPEN THIS ENVELOPE.. GRAB THE LETTER THAT IS INSIDE THIS EVELOPE ..

( CURSIVE )

HELLO BEBE,

THIS IS YOUR BELOVED IT FUTURE HUSBAND .. I HOPE YOU ARE DOING FINE HERMOSA, YOU LOOK REALLY SEXY BEBE TODAY ..

BEBE I WROTE YOU THIS LETTER ONE I GOT KILLED OR GO INVOLVED IN AN ACCIDENT THAT MY LIFE WAS TAKEN OFF YOUR HANDS..

BEBE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY QUEEN .. I KNOW I MADE A PROMISE TO YOU IS TO STAY ON THE GOOD OR BAD NEWS OF MY STABILITY OF MY LIFE..

I MIGHT BE RICH BUT NONE CAN REPLACE YOU BEBE.. YOU ARENT WORTH MILLIONS OR BILLIONS OF DOLLARS.

CAUSED YOUR BEAUTY TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING .. YOU TAUGHT ME THAT MONEY DOESNT BUY HAPPINESS WHAT BUY HAPPINESS IS LOVE.

LOVE IS THE REASON WHY I CANT LET YOU OUT OF MY SIDE .. CAUSED YOU ARE A PIECE OF BEAUTY THAT CANT BE REPLACED..

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IN MANY WAYS AND YOU KNOW IT THE DAY YOU LET ME TOUCH YOU..

YOUR SKIN WAS SO WARM AND BEAUTIFULLY TAN.. YOUR BODY WAS BEAUTIFUL EVERY LITTLE DETAIL OF YOU IT MADE ME UNDERSTAND THAT ..

YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE , WILL ALWAYS CARE, THE ONE WHO NEVER LIE TO ME , THE ONE THAT COULD CARRIED MY BABIES YOU SAID 4 BUT I WANT 10 AMOR.

YOU LET ME TOUCH YOUR BEAUTIFUL WARM SKIN THAT WAS GLOWING MORE LIKE MOVING WITH MY TOUCH ..

WITH MY FINGER TRACE YOUR CURVES AND LET THEM REST ON YOUR WAIST .. AND MASSAGE THAT BEAUTIFUL BUMS YOU HAD BEBE ..

I LOVE THE WAY YOU WILL REACT TO MY TOUCH .. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP THIS MOMENT ON MY MIND .. I LOVE THE WAY YOU WILL CALLED FOR MY NAME CAUSED YOU LOVE THE WAY I WOULD TOUCH YOU HERMOSA..

I MADE THAT NIGHT SPECIAL FOR YOU .. CAUSED ... YOU GAVE ME PERMISSION HAVE A TASTE OF YOU ..FOR THE FIRST TIME .. AND I WAS THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THAT MOMENT ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS SLOW AND MAKE YOU ENJOY IT EVERY SINGLE MOVE I WILL APPLY TO YOU ..

YOU LET ME TASTE EVERY INCH OF YOUR AMAZING BODY .. YOUR SKIN WAS SOFT LIKE A BABIES ASS AND SO PRECIOUS.. I WILL MOVE MY LIPS DOWN TO YOUR BREAST AND LET ME SUCK ON THEM ONE LAST TIME UNTIL I MADE YOU WEAK BY ONE SUCK AND TOUCH..

YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL AND THAT NIGHT WE MADE LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME .. I MADE IT SPECIAL FOR YOU AND FOLLOW EACH COMMAND YOU ASK ME .. ALL I COULD DO WAS FOLLOW IT AND ENJOY IT ..

THANK YOU BEBE FOR MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST MAN THE DAY YOU SAID YES WHEN I ASKED YOU OUT ... THE MOMENT YOU SAID YESS TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND.. THE MOMENT WE HAD SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME... THE MOMENT YOU SAID YES TO TUTOR ME.. THE MOMENT YOUR PARENTS ACCEPTED OUR RELATIONSHIP ON THE END ..

BABE THIS LETTER IM SENDING YOU IS TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ONE MORE TIME .. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .. YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME .. IF YOU DONT SEE NO MORE IS NOT THE REASON TO SEE YOU BUT I WAS DEAD.. I WANT YOU TO HAVE EVERYTHING ALL OF MY CASH AND BE ABLE TO GO TO COLLEGE OR UNIVERSITYY, BE ABLE TO ENJOY YOUR YOUNG LIFE.. I WAS ABLE TO ENJOY MY COUPLE OF HOURS, YEARS WITH YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH TO TEACH ME EVERYTHING THAT WAS NEEDED IT TO SEE YOU HAPPY AND BE ON MY SIDE..

NEVER FORGET ABOUT ME BEBE...I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU .. I LOVE YOU ..

IF THE NIGHT I PASSED AWAY I TOOK MY LAST BREATH WOULD BE

" I LOVE YOU .. DONT FORGET ME "

I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT .. ACCEPT WHAT IM OFFERING TO YOU .. BE HAPPY AND LETT YOUR PARENTS ENJOY THERE TIME.. IF THEY DONT ACCEPT YOUR DECISION JUST KNOW I WILL BE ON YOUR SIDE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT , MINUTE AND HOUR .. TO SUPPORT YOU.. AS YOUR HUSBAND AND FRIEND..

BE HAPPY BEBE ..

TE AMO ..

SIGN MARCOS ..

PS. IM SO SORRY I LEFT YOU BEHIND BEBE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY .. AND MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION ON THE USB THERE WILL BE DIRECTION OF YOUR BANK ACCOUNT AND PLACE WERE TO PICK UP YOUR CAR.. ..I WASNT ABLE TO SEE YOU WEAR THAT BEAUTIFUL WHITE WEDDING DRESS BUT UP IN THE SKY I WILL IMAGINE YOU WALKING DOWN THE ISLE WITH YOUR FATHER.. SMILING AT ME AS I STAND THERE WITH ANTHONY.. WITH MY SIDE .. WEARING MY WHITE SUIT READY TO TAKE YOU ON MY OWN HANDS..

AND SAY I DO AND PLACE YOU THAT BEAUTIFUL RING ON YOUR FINGER AND MAKE YOU MINE. AS YOUR HUSBANDI WILL MAKE LOVE TO YOU EVERYSINGLE DAY AND NIGHT AND MAKE THOSE 10 BEAUTIFUL BABIES .. GEORGIA HERMOSA.. YOU WILL ALWAY BE MY QUEEN AND NEVER REPLACE YOU ... GO ON BEBE .. PLEASE CHECK ON MY FOLKS ONCE A MONTH OR VISIT THEM THEY WILL LIKE TO SEE YOU .. PLEASE DO IT FOR ME ..

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I WAS TEARING UP SO BAD I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF .. AND DID WHAT I NEED IT TO DO IS .. OPEN THAT FILE ON MY COMPUTER ..

AND GET WHAT HE LEFT BEHIND ...

TO BE CONTINUED...