CHAPTER 50:

GOING BACK TO THE POINT MY DEAREST MAN DID BOUGHT ME EXOTIC CLOTHES, PANTIES, BRAS, SEXY CLOTHES, AND MORE WE COULD SAY ...

AS ELIZABETH HELP ME OUT TO TAKE A NICE BATH I WASN'T ABLE TO STAND UP WELL AND CONTROL MY BALANCE BECAUSE MY LEGS WERE WEAK STILL AND SLOWLY GETTING MY STRENGTH BACK WITH PHYSICAL THERAPY MATTHEW AND HIS FATHER WOULD GIVE ME ...

I TRY TO WASH MY BODY ALL BY MYSELF AND ELIZABETH DID MY HAIR GIVING IT A NICE MASSAGE AND PLAY WITH MY HAIR AN TALK ABOUT THE PAST..

WE WERE LAUGHING OUR ASS OFF WHEN I BROUGHT HER HOME ONCE MY PARENT DIDN'T LIKE HER SHE WAS SINNER..

BUT WE DIDN'T CARE I WOULD TELL THEM THAT ELIZABETH WAS A FRIEND WE WEREN'T DATING ...

BUT MY PARENTS DIDN'T LIKE THAT IDEA OF HANGING WITH PEOPLE WHO HAS DIFFERENT TASTE OF LOVE OR WHO THEY WANT TO BE ...

THAT TIME WAS SUMMER TIME .. A YEAR PASSED WHEN MARCOS PASSED AWAY ..

IT WAS SUMMER VACATION I CHOOSE TO TAKE A BREAK FROM SCHOOL JUST A SEMESTER CAUSED I KNEW I COULD MAKE UP THOSE CLASSES ONCE WE HIT FALL SEMESTER WHICH WERE BASIC CLASS CAL 3, MATH OF NURSING, COMMUNICATION CLASS, AND OTHER SCIENCES CLASSES ...

WE DECIDED TO TAKE COCO MY CAR FOR THIS AMAZING RODE TRIP WHICH WAS AROUND 16 HOURS LONG.. BUT AS THE PERSON WHO LOVES TO DRIVE 120 OR 140 ON A FREEWAY .. WE COULD MAKE IT IN 10 OR 8 HOURS I DIDN'T QUITE CARE FOR THE TICKETS BECAUSE I COULD PAID IT OFF EASILY WITHOUT APPEARING ON MY INSURANCE ... HEHE FUNNY TRICK I KNOW SOME FAMILY MEMBERS WHO WORK IN THE SHERIFF DEPARTMENT HIT ME UP ON THAT PROBLEM NOT MINE BUT MARCOS.. WHO THEY STLL KNOW ME AND CARE FOR ME ...

AS WE KEEP HAVING THIS CONVERSATION WE SWITCH SPOT WHICH WAS DRYING MY BODY AND FOR ELIZABETH TO BLOW DRY MY HAIR AND STARTED TO COMB IT DOWN... TO DO A HAIRSTYLE....

AS I WRAPPED THE TOWEL AROUND MY BODY AND CONTINUE HAVING THE CONVERSATION...

MY HOUSE WASN'T LIKE ANY OTHER REGULAR HOUSE IT WAS TINY HELLA TINY THAT A FAMILY OF 3 COULD FIT... YOU WANT TO GUESS HOW TINY IT HAD 2 BEDROOMS... 1 BATHROOM... SMALL BACKYARD, ... PATIO FOR THE CARS THAT COULD FIT 1 CAR THATS THE ONE THEY HAD.. WHICH WAS A SENTRA 1996.. STILL RUNNING...

WE DIDN'T HAD LAUNDARY ROOM WE HAD TO WASH OUR CLOTHES BY HAND THE OLD HISTORICAL STYLE TO MAKE OUR HANDS TO BE SORE AND DRY LIKE A RAISIN...

WE HAVE A SMALL LIVING ROOM THAT HAD 1 SMALL TV , 1 SOFA OF 4 SEATS, WE HAD A TABLE FOR 3 OPEN SPOTS.. OUR KITCHEN WAS NEXT TO THE LIVING ROOM EVERYTHING COMPARTED TOGETHER INTO ONE. I LOVE THAT HOUSE WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL BUT AS I GROW UP UNTIL HIGHSCHOOL TIMES .... WE STAYED THE WAY WE WERE BECAUSE MY PARENTS AND NEITHER DID I HAD THE MONEY TO BUY ALOT OF THINGS... I WOULD WORK WITH MY PARENTS AT AGE 15 IN FIELD... FROM 11PM-4AM .... SLEEP FOR 2 HOURS WAKE UP .. TO DO THE CHORES AT THE SAME TIME DOING MY FAMILLY SOME BREAKFAST.

I WILL LEAVE EVERYTHING READY SO MY PARENTS DIDN'T HAD TO WORRY .. AS I GET READY TO GO TO SCHOOL I WOULD TAKE 3 BUS STATION TO MAKE IT TO SCHOOL IN TIME...

I WOULD LEAVE THE OUTSIDE OF EL CENTRO WHERE MY HIGHSCHOOL WAS LOCATION WAS BY SEELEY CALLED CENTRAL UNION HIGH SCHOOL AROUND 1.30 OF DRIVE..

I WOULD TRY TO KEEP MY MONEY ORGANIZED FOR THE WEEK AND HOW MUCH TO SPEND TO EAT AND SNACK AROUND AS MUCH AS I COULD... COME HOME AROUND 4:30 PM TO EAT .. WAS MY CLOTHES.. DO HOMEWORK ... GET READY FOR WORK

WHICH WAS LONG LOOSE PANTS, 3 LONG SLEEVE SHIRT, HAT, MASK , GLOVES, AND GET MY TOOLS READY TO LEAVE WITH MY PARENTS IN A BUS WHERE THEY WOULD PICK US FROM HOME TO THE FIELD..

WORK EACH NIGHT, WINTER, COLD, FALL, SUMMER, AND RAINY DAYS. THATS HOW I SURVIVED WITH MY PARENTS MY ONLY TIME WAS SCHOOL WHERE I COULD BE FREE AND ENJOY MY HOURS OF FUN. BY RESTING, READING BOOKS, STUDYING, AND EAT LUNCH AS MUCH AS I CAN. EVEN SOME TEACHER KNEW MY BACKGROUND HISTORY THEY HAD THE CHANCE TO OFFERED ME LUNCH OR PAID MY LUNCH, SOMETIMES BUY ME NEW SHIRT FROM THE SCHOOL, OR EVEN HAD A GREAT TIME WHENEVER I WAS STRUGGLIING IN THIER CLASS.

I WOULD WORK IN THE SICKESS MOMENT OF MY LIFE THEIR WAS A POINT I HAD TO COVER MY FATHER FROM WORK BECAUSE HE WAS SUFFERING A HORRIBLE STATE OF AMMONIA AT THE SAME TIME ANEMIA WHICH TOOK 4 WEEK TO GET WELL. WELL MISSED SCHOOL DURING THAT TIME PERIOD, I END UP CONTACTING ALL TEACHERS BY LETTING THEM KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN MY HOUSEHOLD THEY TOLD ME IS OKAY. SEND ME EVERYTHING THAT WAS NEED IT SO I DONT GET BEHIND WITH THEM.

IT WAS AMAZING I DID ENJOY SCHOOL SOO MUCH LIKE ANY OTHER STUDENT DID SUFFERED BULLY FROM WEARING POOR CLOTHES. FOR ME IT WAS NUN CLOTHES COVERING EVERY PART OF MY BODY EVENTHOUGH I SOMETIMES WISH TO WEAR NICE STUFF BUT COULDN'T AFFORD IT. THE ONLY THING I COULD AFFORD WAS MY PAIR OF GLASSES. WHENEVER IT WAS TIME TO CHANGE THEM AND SET UP MY NEW GRADUATION.

ELIZABETH ON THE BACKGROUND EXCITED LOOK GIGI DO YOU LIKE THE HAIR

LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR OF MY BATHROOM SHOOKED THAT I LET OUT A GAP

OH MY FUCKING GOD ELIZABETH IT S FUCKING BEAUTIFUL

AS I LOOK AT MYSELF I COULDN'T BELIEVE ELIZABETH DID AN AMAZING FRENCH BRAID HALF UP AND THE OTHER HALF LOOSE WITH CURLES..

ELIZABETH SORRY FOR INTERRUPTING THIS MOMENT OF YOUR STORY BUT YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT FUTURE HUSBAND OF YOURS THAT YOUR PARENTS WERE EXPECTING YOU TO MARRY AFTER HIGH SCHOOL..

MMM I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD TELL YOU HOW HE WAS BUT AINT CUTE GIRL

ELIZABETH LOOKING THROUGHT MY MAKE UP BAG .. PULLING OUT THE FOUNDATION, POWDER, EYE SHADOW, AND BLUSH...

SHE STARTED APPLYING MOISTURIZER AND PAINT MY EYE BROW... FUCKING SPILL IT I TOLD YOU HOW MANY DICKS AND PUSSY I HAVE EATTEN MUJER SPILL IT

I LET OUT A GAPS ... NODS FINE .. HIS NAME WAS EMILIANO ZAMORA DE LOS CARNIVALES.

HE WAS MIXED MEXICAN, ITALIAN, SPAIN, AFRICAN AMERICAN MAN. AGE 56 YEARS OLD. HE WAS LOOKING FOR HIS THIRD WIFE HIS INTO A TYPE OF RELIGION WHERE YOU GET 3 OR 4 WIFES AS IT WAS INDIA, INDU, OR I DONT KNOW IT

WE MET IN A FAMILY OR RELIGION PARTY TO GET BAUTIZED AND RECEIVED GOD WILLING WISDOM AND HAVE A SMALL FATHER AND DAUGHTER DANCE. CAN'T LIE TO YOU BUT THIS RELIGION WAS FUCKING WEIRD .

THEIR HE WAS HE DIDN'T LOOK 56 YEARS OLD .. HE LOOKED YOUNG AROUND HIS 30'S HE WAS WEARING A TIGHT WHITE SUIT WITH A RED FLOWER ON HIS POCKET SUIT . WHILE HOLDING TWO YOUNG GIRLS IN EACH ARM... AS THEY WALK AROUND TH CHURCH PLACE TO HAVE A CONVERSATION, KNOWING EVERYONE IN THE COMMUNITY, AND DANCE IT AROUND THE STAGE AS PEOPLE WATCH A MAN CAN DANCE WITH 2 LADIES IN HIS ARM. HIS WIFE FROM THE RIGHT SHE WAS ON HER 30'S SHE HAD LONG BEAUTIFUL CURLY CURLY HAIR COLOR ORANGE RED WITH HER FRECKLE FACE AND WONDERFUL BODY WHO KNEW HOW TO DANCE.... THE YOUNG GIRL ON HIS LEFT SIDE SHE HAD STRAIGHT LONG HAIR UP TO HER SHOULDER BLADE ... WITH A TINY MOLE ON HER LEFT CHEEK. BOTH LADIES HAD COLOR EYES WITH A WONDERFUL SMILE..

I WAS AMAZED WITH THIS MAN HOW HIS LIFE SHOULD BE WITH 2 FEMALES, 2 WIFES, WELL YOU KNOW HOW THE FUCK YOU DID THAT ...

MY FATHER WASN'T WEARING A SUIT BUT FORMAL CLOTHES WE COULD SAY BUT HE SURE KNEW HOW TO LOOK CLEAN . EVEN MYSELF WEARING A BLACK DRESS THAT LONG NOT SO PUFFY BUT FINE WITH ME ... HAD LONG HAIR UP TO MY WAIST THAT TIME .. WEARING NATURAL MAKE UP AND HIGH PONY TAILL. MOTHER WAS WEARING A BEAUTIFUL WHITE DRESS THAT MADE HER LOOK BEAUTIFUL IN MY FATHERS EYE. HE WOULDN'T STOPPED LOOKING AT HER AND HOLDING HER HAND.

BY SEEING THEM I WISH I COULD OF HAVE THAT RELATIONSHIP ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE THAT HAPPENING TO ME WHEN I WAS ONLY 15 YEARS OLD..

THIS MAN WHO CONVINCE MY PARENTS TO MARRY HIM ...

THEY AGREE BUT ONCE I FOUND MARCOS THAT MADE A BATTLE BETWEEN THEM AND HIM

I NEVER WISH TO MARRY A MAN LIKE THAT IN A YOUNG AGE OR BE SELL LIKE THAT..

ELIZABETH BITCH SHUT THE FUCK UP IM ALMOST DONE ... NOW STAY PUT AND DONT TALK IM DOING YOUR LIPS..

DID AS ELIZABETH TOLD ME TO DO FOLLOW HER INSTRUCTIONS .. ONE SHE WAS DONE SHE PULLED AWAY FROM ME AND TURN ME BACK TO THE MIRROR..

LOOKING AT MYSELF TOUCH MY CHEEK SLOWLY WITH DELICATE DOLL COULDNT BELIEVE IT WAS ME LOOKING LIKE THIS ..

MY EYE SHADOW WAS NATURAL AS THE WAY MY FACE WAS WITH LITTLE LIPGLOSS MAKE IT GLOW

I HUGGED ELIZABETH WHISPER TO HER EAR , " THANK YOU "

SHE HUGGED ME BACK WELCOME AND NOW LETS GET YOU DRESS UP SO I CAN MEET THIS EX LAW ...

SHUT UP ELIZABETH .. YOU WOULD LOVE HER TRUST ME DONT BECOME A DICK TOWARD HER ..

ELIZABETH LAUGHING HER ASS OFF .. YESS I PROMISE

I STAND UP MYSELF AND TRY THE BEST AS I COULD BY CHOOSING A LOOSE BEAUTIFUL FLOWER DESIGN DRESS PUTTING ON A PAIR OF BROWN SANDALS AND PUT ON A PAIR EARINGS ...

AS ELIZABETH HELP ME OUT TO FIX THE TINY MISTAKES I DID WHILE PUTTING ON THE DRESS AND SHOES.. HELPED ME OUT TO WALK TO THE LIVING ROOM AS MATTHEW SET UP THE TABLE INFRONT OF THE LIVING ROOM SOFA WITH SNACKS AND CUPS FOR HOT TEA OR COFEE... EVEN WATEER CUPS..

I SMILED BOTH OF THEM AND TOLD THEM THANK YOU SOO MUCH

MATTHEW AND ELIZABETH .. YOUR WELCOME GIGI ...WE WILL GET READY SO WE CAN RECEIVED THIS VISIT SHOULDN'T WE

I NOD WITH A SMILES , PLEASE DO YOU EARNED IT

MATTHEW AND ELIZABETH HOLDING HANDS TO HER ROOM AS TWO KIDS

ALL I COULD DO GIGGLE .. AS I GRABBED MY PHONE SEEING THE OLD MESSAGES NOTIFICATIONS, EMAILS, AND EVEN ALERTS I RECEIVED

I WAS SHOOKED .. STARTED GOING THROUGHT MY PHONE AS I TAKE A SIP OF MY CUP OF COFFEE TASTING IT SO SLOWLY ENJOYING EVERY LITTLE THING

TO BE CONTINUED....

HELLO GUYS THIS IS THE AUTHOR OF LOVE OF A PROFESSOR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR TIME AND PATIENTS ... THANK YOU FOR THE 38.01K VIEWS AND 20 COLLECTION .. IT MEANS ALOT AND I'M HAPPY TO KEEP TYPING THIS NOVEL I HOPE YOU LOVE IT ... BE READY NEXT CHAPTER YOU WILL MARCOS MOTHER AND ROGER ... MAYBE ANOTHER PERSON WHOSE GOING TO ACT AS MS MARCOS HELPER .. COULD IT BE OR NAH ..

YOU HAVE TO WAIT TO FIND OUT AND YESS I WILL TRY TO UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT .. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENTS I STARTED A NEW SEMESTER IN MY COMMUNITY COLLEGE THAT IS ALSO MY LAST SEMESTER TO GRADUATE I'M DOING THE GRADUATION PREPARATION THAT IS NEED IT TO DO GRADUATE . ALSO, PREPARING MYSELF WITH THESE CLASSES I'M TAKING .. THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FEEL FREE TOO RATE ME AND COMMENT ME YOUR POINT OF VIEW WHAT YOU THINK .. PLEASE I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW YOUR THEORIES ...

MR GRAY WOULD BE COMING BACK

SINCERELY,

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