This Is What I Decided

Mazikeen was lying in bed looking at the ceiling, she was worried about what would happen. After she had overheard Clark and Bruce talking about how her body not being able to hold the pregnancy well, she was worried. But I went into my thoughts and remembered that night I shared with Damian. It was at least a month and a half now since that night. I haven't forgotten that night we shared but it still is hidden because I wasn't wanting to ruin what I had with Nick. But now I am rethinking my entire future with Nick. Bruce is right he is the son of Joker and that would mean his father would find out who Clark is and possibly Bruce and I cannot let that happen. I think I am going to tell nick the truth and end this relationship. I cannot continue to hide the truth or continue in a relationship I do not love anymore. Damian walks into the room and smiles at me, "Is it true, is it ours?" He looks excited but also worried at the same time because he doesn't want the crushing truth if it wasn't his in the first place. And I understand that "Yes." I look him in the eyes as I said that his eyes lit up and he walked over to me and lay down next to me holding me in his arms. I smiled and rested in his arms while he held me close. I was not expecting to be in a relationship with Damian at all in my life, but this feels right, it feels safer than the other relationships I have been in before.

Bruce and Clark walk back in and look at us while we lied in the bed and smiled secretly. Well Clark did and Bruce stood there with a plain look on his face, but I knew deep inside he was happy that we were together and not with other people. I closed my eyes while lying in Damian's arms and fell asleep, it felt nice to sleep in his arms. They were warm and gentle with me; I was not worried about falling out of them.

*Later that evening*

I woke up with Damian still holding me, Bruce was still there as well. "Your father had to go deal with the Riddler, but he will be back once he drops him off at Arkham." Bruce looked at me with a slight smile but not big enough to be categorized as a smile. I sit up and look at the clock, it was time for dinner. I sit up and wait for the nurse to bring in the food, I am hoping the food is good today. Yesterday's dinner was disgusting it was a loop-warm beef steak with cold green beans and a hard biscuit. The drink was also warm milk and then the dessert was a defrosted and melted ice cream that was expired by two days. The nurse walks in with paperwork in her hands, "Mazikeen Kent?" I looked up at her, "Yes?" she smiled, "Okay I have your discharge papers right here all I need from you Hun is a signature." She hands the paperwork to me and a pen. I sign the papers and hand them back to her, I am so glad I am getting discharged today with no bad food and my normal bed. I cannot wait to get out of this hell hole. She leaves the room and goes down the hall, Bruce gets up and walks to the door, and Damian gets up out of my bed and walks over to Bruce. "We will let you get changed we will be waiting outside the door for you." Bruce smiled and then closed the door.

I get up slowly and rummage to find my clothes, all I had was a hoodie and jeans. So, I put those on and then waddle over to the door, I open the door and Bruce stood there with a wheelchair for me, so I do not have to walk a lot right now. I was still very sore and hurting from falling on the floor. I did get a bruise on my left side from falling but it is slowly going away now, it just might take a while for the coloration to go back to normal.

I sat down in the chair and Bruce wheeled me out of the hospital and pulled me up close to the door of the car, he opened it, and Damian helped me get into the vehicle. I got buckled up and so did everyone else, Bruce started the car and drove us home. It was kind of a long drive since Wayne Manor is kind of far from a hospital but that is because we do not want so many aircraft flings over out of nowhere when we are training or someone sneaking out of the house like Robin. We pull up to the house after driving for two hours, it was a long car ride and an uncomfortable one as well, mostly because I am in pain. I have been sitting up straight the entire ride home, we pull up to the driveway and park. Damian gets out and comes around to help me get out of the car, he also helped me to his room, but I guess it is now our room.

I sit down on the bed and look around; I don't think I have ever been in his room before. Now that I think of it our special night was in the back of the Batmobile. But don't tell Bruce that. That night was very special to me, we were out on patrol, and we were finishing up our night we went and bought drinks that night and drank at the top of the Gotham Police station. After we were done drinking, we headed back to the car and sat there for a little while until some of the liquor wore off. We talked most of the time until Damian led in and kissed me deeply, after one thing led to another, we had sex in the back of the Batmobile. And never spoke of that night again not because we didn't want to remember it but because if anyone found out we would both be in big trouble and Bruce would kill us for using that Batmobile that night.

I look around Damian's room, it was nice mostly dark colors and the only light thing in his room is the TV. It was a light grey the rest of the room was dark blues, blacks, and greys. His bed was memory foam, and the sheets were a dark grey with shiny gold pillowcases. The floor was a deep oak wood, with a black fuzzy rug. It was placed underneath the bed but was big enough to almost touch the wall close to the window at the back of the bedroom. The window was open, and a slight breeze was coming through, it felt nice. I was stuck in a stuffy hospital room for the past week and a half, so it feels amazing to get out and have fresh air.

Damian walks over to me as I am admiring the bedroom, "Do you like it?" I smiled at him and nodded my head, "Yeah it's a nice place not to light but also dark enough to sleep and relax." He smiled, we heard a knock at the door, Damian walked over and opened the door. Alfred was standing outside the door with a tray of food. "Food for you and Miss. Kent." Damian took the tray from Alfred, "Thank you Pennyworth." He nodded at Damian and walked away, Damian closed the door and brought the food over to the bed and took the top of it was two cheeseburgers, French fires and two cokes with ice. We really got McDonalds served to us on a silver platter. I smiled and picked up one of the cheeseburgers and started to unravel it from the wrapper, as I was unwrapping the burger the door opened and Nick walks through furious. "When where you going to tell me that you were over here with Bruce Wayne's rat." He yelled at me while Damian gets up and walks In front of him to where he cannot see me without looking behind Damian. He crossed his arms, "Get out of my way rugrat!" Damian just stood there with the maddest look on his face, "you need to leave" Damian told Nick straight up. Nick went to punch Damian, but he dodged the punch and then hit him low in the stomach, nick held his stomach with his right hand and went to low kick, but once again he dodged it. Nick fell straight on his ass after missing Damian.

"You fucking bitch you are going to pay for this!" Nick yelled at Damian, "She doesn't want you anymore. She is with me now. So, leave her alone or I will show you who is superior." Nick stepped back and walked to the door, "Whatever she was a bitch anyways." He left the room and exit the building in general. I looked down at the bed and lost my appetite, for the time being, I started to cry. Damian walked over and held me in his arms, "Hey don't listen to him Hun you are amazing and beautiful and worth everything." I look up at Damian and tried to wipe my tears away but they were still rolling down my face, they ran like a river. Damian just sat there with me the whole time until I felt like eating again, it was at least 20 minutes before I calmed down but he waited with me, I know choosing him over Nick was the best choice I have made in quite some time.

We finished eating our food, Damian cleaned up the bed and set the tray outside of the bedroom. He then walked over to the bathroom and started to run a bath. I saw he was putting in a bubble and something that smelled good. He walks over to me and helps me, "You ready for a nice bubble bath?" I nodded my head and we both walked into the bathroom, he helps me with my hoodie because my back was sore. I got the rest of my clothes off and he took off his. He helped me get into the tub first and then he got in after I did. I leaned back on him and he held me too close it felt so nice to finally be held.We were in the bath for an hour and a half it felt nice to relax in the bath for most of the night. We got out and got dressed he gave me one of his hoodies and a pair of his sweatpants. They had a bat on the left side pant leg. The hoodie was all black but on the back, it said Robin, I liked it. We lied down in bed and watched TV for the rest of the night. I fell asleep after two to three hours of TV.