A New Start

I wake up really slowly. I don't see the window like I did when I fell asleep. I see skin, my head is on Oscar's chest and he has one of his arms wrapped around me. I blush a little, I look up to see his face is turned the other way. I start getting up slowly but Oscar pulls me back down.

¨Hi princess.¨He says, he pulls my face to his a little, ¨How was your sleep?¨

¨It was fine, when did you even turn your head? Why was my head on you?¨ I ask, even though I already knew the answer.

¨Maybe your brain wanted me?¨Oscar says as he grins. Not the answer I was expecting. 

¨Maybe that would have been the answer if we were still together, and if I loved you.¨ I say. I know that hurt bad when he heard me say it, it hurt me too, but he has to understand that my heart still hurts from him leaving me.

    He lets go of my body and turns over, his back to me. I know what I must say. My heart is hurting like his, and I can't bear for it to hurt more. 

¨But my heart keeps telling me that I love you...¨ I say. I sit forward and look at the blanket, ¨But I don't know if you'll leave me again like last time.¨

    I feel him sit up, at first, I think he is going to leave the room. But then I feel his arm wrap around me and his hand slip under my chin so that I look up into his green eyes, he pulls me towards him.

¨I will never leave you Amy, I love you more than any other girl that I have met.¨

¨But...¨ I started.

¨But what? You're scared that I´m going to leave you again?¨ He says before he places his mouth with mine. He kisses me softly, my heart starts beating fast, why do I feel like I wanted this? He puts his hand behind my back and kisses me more.

    As he pulls away and we both open our eyes I see that he is grinning. His green eyes travel my face before he puts his forehead against mine.

¨Will you be mine again?¨ Oscars asks.

I look at him with my blue eyes, his dark brown hair falling over his eyes. I push them out of the way and reply, ¨Of course.¨