Was this all my fault

John wanted to see where this was coming from so he grew some balls and went to see what had happened. The scream for some reason was coming from their cabin. John was confused at first but then realised that it was Kasandra. John only feared the worst when he entered the cabin. He gave a sigh of relief when he saw she had just burned something that she was cooking. When she turned around she was confused as to why John had come back. He didnt want to tell her so he just said he forgot something. Just as he was about to close the door behind him someone was trying to push it open. John didnt know if he was going to kill them or needed help but he let him anyways. Turns out the guy was being chased by a creature. Luckily the creature didnt find the cabin and went on. The man told John that the people he was with got killed by those demon spawns. After hearing this John felt even worse because he caused all this destruction and death. He told the man how these things were made and that this was all his fault. The expression on that man's face changed completely. He wasn't happy anymore he became angry. He tried to strangle John and he was saying that this was all his fault. The man also said that because of John he had lost his entire family. John felt even worse with every word he said. He didnt fight back but thats when Kasandra came and pulled the man away. She explained how he was the one who saved her and that people make mistakes even though John's was a big one. The man decided to just leave even if there was a good chance he would get killed. John couldnt describe how much guilt he was feeling. So he just sat there in silence, looking at Kasandra hoping by some miracle she would understand how he was feeling. Not to shock him but she didnt understand how he was feeling. She tried to comfort him and tell him that things might get better and he shouldn't beat himself up. He tried but he couldn't stop thinking about what that man had said. Did people really loose everyone...just because of me? John kept on asking himself such questions in his head. He then later just said that he shouldn't be sad instead he should try to make up for what he has done. So he thought that they should continue with making weapons and continue exercising. "Let the battle begin creatures".