ABANDONED

My heart is heavy

With despair

My head spinning

Like a roaring wave

Seeking to swallow all thoughts

As they go crowding up

Like swarming bees

That have no place

Heaviness and hurt

Piling up inside

Eager to put an end to my kind

Thus awakening my fear

In a land so dark

And without an end!

The air I breathe

Trapping me

In my tragic past;

Making me a wanderer

In a world

That has long rejected me

From its warmly embrace

Now I am without a place

Having no one

To put my fiery mind

At ease!

But I know someday

All this would pass

And then shall I be at rest

And have eternal peace

In my creator's bosom...

~Ciara