'What is my dream? What could be my dreams? Do I need a dream of my own? I want to have dreams. I started cultivating because I thought it'd be fun. But nowadays, I regret it whenever stronger people try to suppress me. That being said, my dream should be getting stronger.'
'But that is not my true dream. I haven't realized my dream yet. I don't think it will be possible to form black spiritual armament.' Finally, Johnny gave up over the black spiritual armament but he didn't stop his Body Cultivation Training.
Blood Energy is very necessary, so how give it up? But the further training was very harsh. Bull's Thrust and Zebra Kicks were rather easy but the third stage 'Saber-Tooth Finger' was the self-injuring method. He needs to strike his finger against the hard object from time to time.