Jena

(One night's thoughts)

Today I decided to have a cup of tea on the roof to see the stars and be alone for a moment, but upon arrival I met Antonella and Eros, I decided not to interrupt, my sister would not have liked to have to cut their conversation with Eros for me; I went to the opposite part to which they were.

I drank my tea and began to remember how happy Antonella used to be when she was with Eros but, now she just cries, she can't keep a single day without thinking about him; and now that she found him she can't do anything, he is dating Valentina and Antonella would not forgive herself for interfering in it.

Why is life so unfair? They loved each other, had it not been for that accident they would still be together; the worst thing is that, Eros is with Valentina, Antonella's best friend, to whom he never introduced him because she wanted something for her, and because the Valentina before the coma was different, she did not think about others, she did not mind stealing her boyfriends to her friends, and I'm more than sure that Antonella would not have been an impediment, although I don't think Eros would have listened to her, he was always very much in love with my sister.

I never liked Valentina, she has always been jealous of Antonella because she is more sociable and a good person, she likes everyone; not to mention that she is very pretty, but Valentina never let her be her. When my parents told Antonella that they would buy her transparent contact lenses so that she would stop hiding her beautiful eyes behind those lens moons, Valentina persuaded her not to do it; When Antonella had her braces removed, Valentina told her that she shouldn't smile at anyone if he wanted to keep hanging out with her.

I know that Anto is somewhat clumsy for studies but it is only because he is unconcerned, when she studies she can be better than anyone, but I think she got together with Valentina to be able to pass school in a simpler way, without problems, and being one of popular girls.

I do not understand how you can have a best friend who always prohibits you from doing things so that you do not overshadow her, that is not friendship.

Also, I have noticed that since Valentina has lost her memory due to the coma, Antonella has started wearing her contact lenses, she has started to smile, she dresses better; I think she is finally herself. Let's say that this situation has brought the pro of her and the against of her.

I would like Antonella to realize that she can be better and that she is better off being without Valentina, that she doesn't need someone so toxic in her life.

I will give my all to support my sister and make her open her eyes.