Berlin, Germany

I looked around, we were in a parking lot, but not at the house in Potsdam.

"Where are we Valter. This isn't the house." I said in confusion, looking left and right. "We're in Berlin, in a restaurant parking lot." Valter explained, turning off the engine. I glanced at the watch curled up on my right hand, it's already 18:00, it's time for dinner. "Okay, but we'll be out there and won't get back to Potsdam too late." I said again turning to look at Valter's face.

"We're staying in Berlin honey, tonight we won't be going home. I want to see your smile and spirit again when you are outside." said Valter, while folding my hair behind my ears. "Alright Valter, the worms in my stomach are screaming," I said again.

We stepped down the parking lot to the restaurant where we had dinner, my hand tightly gripping Valter's hand who was walking next to me but my mind was busy worrying about George at home who would miss me, and maybe he would have trouble with his sleeping since I wasn't there to hold his hand before he fell asleep.

We entered a large room, I read the name of the restaurant on a sign on the doorstep, grill royal restaurant. There are about 100 table and chairs, with most of the visitors are couples, enjoying a romantic dinner in a dim atmosphere. This restaurant is famous for being a favorite place for celebrities, politicians, local officials or business people. The room is square, there is a large transparent glass that allows us to enjoy the night view and the river bank which is right next to the restaurant.

There are many pieces of art hanging on the walls, lamps in 1960s style, with red tones on the lanterns and some comfortable sofas. Valter and I sat at a table with shades of white, I briefly glanced at a German actor sitting at the table across from us.

Waiters in purple clothes complete with black aprons approached us and took our dinner orders. It took approximately 15 minutes to wait for the order, but before that I had eaten the aromatic moist bread in the bread basket that had been served on the table earlier. I was very hungry. Hey.

I devoured roast beef, oysters, caviar, salads and soups. The sauce was delicious with a sweet taste, soft meat, and crunchy lettuce makes it hard to stop. I didn't care about Valter's amazed gaze, when I ate a large meal. He was quite understandable about my eating style which is not easy to fill if it is only on bread and salad. If I can be proud it's something about me that makes him nervous. I always play a successful role every time the meal arrives. As the term in my homeland, all the food that comes besides rice, is just snacks.

I threw myself onto the soft bed in a hotel in Berlin, after cleaning myself, and drying my hair which was still half wet. I looked at the pile of lace on the mosquito net which was designed in a classic luxurious style. My mind wandered everywhere, it felt like a dream, I started a journey from a country in the eastern part of the world, and was caught in the prosperous life of the German aristocrats. I, who don't know myself, even have a relationship with brothers who I think are both almost perfect.

"You're going to sleep soon?" Asked Valter who stood beside the bed, who then bent his body to look at me with an upside down position. I shook my face, laughing seeing Valter's face upside down. I touched his cute lips, and Valter showered me with tickling kisses.

Valter didn't even know that deep inside my heart I missed him, and my loneliness being away from him made me fall into George's grasp. I watched Valter's calm smiling face, at a time like this I even cursed myself for sharing my heart. I pulled Valter to fall onto the bed, when Valter laid down next to me, I turned my body and sat on top of Valter who was lying on the bed. I brought my face closer and started kissing Valter, the warm scent of Valter's breath made me kiss him and kiss him again, Valter seemed a little surprised but easily adjusted to respond to my aggressive action.

Strong feelings of longing supported by the atmosphere of a romantic room carried us into the emotion of love and changed the neurology of our brain. We enjoyed kiss after kiss, skin on skin and shared an intimate moments together. There are seconds when we stopped and tried to take control of ourselves not to have sex, but within a split second, we find ourselves back together and sharing our passion. Our commitment to not having sex only lasted 7 months, it was the first time I was so active and aggressive in dealing with men. I really miss Valter and want it.

Valter took me to visit several landmarks in Berlin before going back to Potsdam. The iconic and interesting places in this city are located not far from each other, so that in a short time, you can visit several places at once. We arrived back in Potsdam at 1520 in the evening in early September, the house was very quiet. The workers who are usually around are not visible, Valter parked the car at the back, entering through the back door which is directly connected to the family room.

"Where is everyone? Why does it seem quiet?" I said entering the room together with Valter. Valter walked quietly into the family room, the family room looked quiet, everyone seemed happy to leave, I muttered to myself. "Looks like they are not at home? Did they go with George?" I said again, turning towards Valter. Together we both rushed to George's room looking for clues about where everyone in the house went. In George's room we did not find anyone, the atmosphere seemed very quiet, the nurses, doctors and even cooks were all lost in the earth.

"Try calling mama or papa," I suggested. Valter reached for the phone in his pocket and tried to contact his parents. "No answer." while shaking his head. "Never mind, sooner or later they'll give news. Let's go to the room." Valter stopped the call and led me out of George's room.

I followed Valter's steps from behind to our room, the sound of a balloon bursting with a sound coming from inside our room when Valter opened the door.

"Zum Geburtstag viel Gluck!

Zum Geburtstag viel Gluck!

Zum Geburtstag liebe Valter.

Happy birthday Valter. OMG, I was quite shocked, I don't even remember that 9 September was Valter's birthday, I was in shock while looking at Valter who was just as shocked as me. Valter forgot that today was his birthday.

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