That night, I listened to the hymns till dawn, not for serenity, but to seek a silver of your soul; That month, I flipped through all the scriptures, not for enlightenment, but to touch the pages where your fingers once lingered; That year, I knelt on the grounds, my head embracing the dusts, not to pay obeisance to the Gods, but to feel the warmth you left behind; That life, I wandered through ten thousand great mountains, not in search for an afterlife, but to cross paths with you – Gao Fei, do you believe that I lived through this night, this day, this year and this lifetime, only to hold your hands and accompany you in this journey of life?
Spoiler Alert🚨 The ML's descent to psychosis and him consciously giving in to his hallucinations to some degree at the end, as his not explicitly spoken love for the MC gets more and more apparent... This was one of the best tragedies I've read so far. The hate/love relationship and their expressions of guilt and regret, each for how they had wronged the other - MC's guilt over how she got the ML to marry her, and the ML's regret for his cold treatment over the years and his realisation of the love he subconsciously habored for the MC some time before and after her death - was amazingly portrayed. The ML's monologue of his ironic, subtly depressed and crazed longing for the MC in the last chapter as he gives up his so-called 'normal life' completely is sure to make you cry.
never ever had tears in eyes while reading any novel ...while reading this novel I was unable to control my emotions ...someone needs lot of emotional balance while reading this novel
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AAhh... this story's ending is different. ending is sad but it definitely fits well with tha plot. and ALERT 🚨 don't raed under 18🔞.......
read this book 📕 please give this book a chance .i requesting other people who stumbled upon this and just left just like that. don't go and give little thought of yours.