Chapter Five: Jealous Kookie.

Your little smile somehow hurts me

How can I be closer?

Why can't I find an answer for this love?

How am I gonna find it? How? let me know

_Crystal snow

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Jungkook Pov

"You sure they're asleep? Did you check it carefully?" Jimin hyung whispered as me and V hyung joined him at the main door.

"Yes Captain.. I can assure that there's no possibility of us being caught by them." V hyung whispered back saluting Jimin hyung.

I giggled while following them behind. It felt like we were on some mission impossible. In fact, it was a mission impossible.

It was the first time for us to take that big of a risk. It took us months to get courage to do something that we weren't allowed to.

So finally we were going to the club without being known to our 4 older hyungs. Cause they wouldn't have let us do that ever.

It was already midnight as three of us entered the street, walking by the road like some gangsters, all in black with hoodies, black caps and black masks.

The club was few alleys away from our house but what a pity, we haven't been there for once. Clubbing had been forbidden for us since we joined BTS.

But to tell you the truth, three of us were like those disobedient kids, who never had ever considered any restrictions. We did anything we wanted, even if we got caught or we had to pay for it. We did it still.

As we reached the club, Taemin hyung, one of Jimin hyung's friend was waiting for us outside the club. Taemin hyung was friend with the club owner, so he had assured to get us in without any hurdle.

After greeting him, we followed him as he lead us inside the club. And as we made into the club, it felt like a whole new world living inside that building.

I looked around in excitement as DJ was hitting on the songs and everyone was dancing to the beat. Everyone was in their own world, drinking, cheering, laughing with their friends. Couples were having their own little moments.

'How lucky they are!'

"Excited?" V hyung voice rang in my ear out of no where.

I felt his arm around my shoulder as I turned to see him grinning with excitement.

I nodded vigorously like a kid, showing off my bunny smile.

"Let's go then." V hyung announced while grabbing my arm and dragging me along through the ocean of crazy drunk guys and hotties.

And I was just staring at them with open mouth like a 5 grade kid.

'Don't blame me, it was really my first time at club.'

We both reached at the bar after crossing the river of drunk asses.

"Want to drink first?" V hyung asked looking at the shelves behind the bartender, which were insanely filled with variety of liquors.

"Is it okay for us to drink here? What if we get caught by fans or someone film us?" I asked being afraid of all the possibilities that could ruin our career with just one wrong picture or one video.

Even though we were at club, but I was sure deep inside three of us were scared to death of the possibility of being recognised by any fan here.

"No one cares about others here kookie. And remember when we take risks, we take it with all possibilities to get ruined. And now it's too late to think about this and that. We're already here. Let's enjoy what we got." V hyung muttered with a shrug like it was nothing at all.

I knew he was trying to be cool and all and making me feel better but inside he also had the same insecurities.

But to think about it, he was right. We were here already, there was no going back now.

"Okay then go with the beer." I announced pulling myself back to the excited mode.

He winked at me before asking for two glasses of beer. It was when I realised Jimin hyung was nowhere to be seen.

"Where's Jimin hyung?" I asked looking around in club to find any clue of our little mochi.

"He went with Taemin hyung and will join us later." V hyung replied desperately waiting for the beer.

Even we were hoodied and our masks were still lingering at our chins, I could see the shine radiating from his face.

'Can't you be less beautiful hyung?'

"Snap out of it Jungkookie." V hyung smirked as I snapped out of his luring beauty.

Completely embarrassed by being caught again staring at him, I took the glass of beer now sitting in front of me, and chugged it down in one shot.

"You're blushing again." V hyung whispered getting closer to me in a teasing way.

"No, I'm not." I denied pushing him away and ordering another glass.

'Why I always become a mess around him?

Why he's affecting me like this? Exactly why?'

I took other glass of beer and gulped it down like crazy again. Getting drunk was the best way to avoid this embarrassment.

"Why don't you just admit that you've feelings for me?" V hyung asked exasperatedly causing me to look

back in his direction in confusion.

'What did he just say?'

"Hyung why are you being like this for past week? During last 7 years, you never acted like that to me. What made you change now?" I finally cried out saying everything I wanted to ask badly.

"It's not me who has changed Junkookie. It's you." V hyung exclaimed, drinking the remaining beer in his glass.

'It's me? I have changed? How?'

"How so? Wasn't it you who made a move first, I mean.. I mean to say.."

"Kissed you first?" V hyung completed the sentence for me like it was nothing.

My eyes widened and I looked around us to see what if anyone heard us. How could he talk about that so easily that it was an ordinary thing that we kissed each other?

"Yeah. Whatever. You did that in first place. How could you say that I have changed?" I scoffed in frustration. I didn't know why I suddenly found this conversation so fucking annoying.

"You did it firs....never mind. Just forget everything. And enjoy the night." V hyung was about to say something but stopped.

He suddenly got up and disappeared in the crowd, leaving me bewildered. I frowned, shaking my head in disbelief and then turned back to the counter again.

'He left me alone?'

'Whatever'

I snorted and started drinking again.

'Let's get drunk Jeon Jungkook.'

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After I didn't know how long, he finally came back with a girl.

'Wait what? A girl?'

I blinked several times to see whether it was real. I might be seeing things cause I was totally wasted from drinking.

To my misfortune, it was real. He was with red velvet, Joy? What was she doing here? And how he met her?

And adding fuel to fire, they were laughing and touching each other like they were so close. Like they were dating?

They sat on the stools beside me, totally ignoring the fact the I was there. And to my surprise, V hyung was totally into her, grinning from ear to ear like an idiot.

'He just had argument with me and now he's laughing with her. Ridiculous.'

I clenched my fist in fury, which strangely started to built in me from no where. Why exactly I felt like murdering her?

"V.. Hyung?" I blurted out in drunken state together with anger boiling up in me.

He instantly turned to me, raising an eyebrow, staring at me for few seconds and turned back to her again.

"Oh I forgot. Joy Jungkook came with us too. But he looked pretty drunk. Sorry about that." He sweet talked like a pro.

'Flirty..'

I ordered another drink out of frustration. It was getting on my nerves how could he ignore me over a girl.

'Dickhead'

"Stop cussing me Junkookie. I can hear you." V hyung muttered giving me a glare.

'Did I said that loud? OMG..'

"What.. Ever." I uttered rolling my eyes and slurping down the beer noisely.

"Oh how have you been Jungkook?" Joy's voice echoed in my ear out of no where causing me to flinch.

I turned my head to see her grinning at me showing off her beauty.

"I'm fine. I think?" I replied with a fake smile trying to hold back my fury.

Because I was drunk, controlling myself felt the hardest thing to do at that time.

I turned back to take another shot of beer, When suddenly a hand jerked me away from the glass.

"Stop drinking Kookie. It's enough for tonight." V hyung snapped at me causing me to stumble in my stool.

But It didn't frighten me instead it got my anger reach to its threshold.

"Why the hell do you care hyung? You left me here to enjoy myself, so I'm doing that. So just ignore me like I'm not here and keep going on with whatever you're doing." I nearly yelled trying to keep my balance on the stool.

"You're drunk. We need to leave before everyone recognises us." V hyung got up suddenly grabbing my arm muttering.

"No, I don't want to ruin your date. Just Go to her. Leave me alone." I jerked off his arm almost tripping on the floor but got saved by V hyung.

He muttered something to Joy and dragged me along with him until we were out of the club.

He dragged me to the parking area, slamming my back with one of the car.

"What exactly is the matter with you Kookie?" V hyung uttered infuriated, holding my arm firmly so that I won't collapse on the floor.

"I don't know." I grumbled while avoiding his gaze.

"And I'm not dating anyone. You got that." he yelled giving me a little jerk.

My gaze went to him to see his eyes frowning at me. His was out of breath. He looked mad as hell. But my gaze was stuck at something else, his Lips.

I suddenly felt a desire to have them right now. To feel his warmth all over me. To claim that he's mine, not her's.

And without wasting a second, I crashed my lips on his.