Chapter Six

_____'s POV

I am sitting on my bed just wondering what I want to do. It's been four days since I blocked Jack and I'm really regretting it. He may have been a terrible lover but damn did he pass time.

The breeze from the open window glides across my bed and my stomach. I sigh and just close my eyes wondering what the winter snow would be like on my feet once more.

It's been drawing nearer to Christmas and I've been climbing up a wall. Growing up as a very dislocated limb from society I always found things in life peculiar.

It's like I have a formidable creature inside drawing me to the creepy ass shit. Ever since I "died" it has gotten worse, I can now let things bite me, crawl up my skin. I guess that's why Jack and I have gotten so close, ever since I was raped.

*Flashback*

Grunting I pulled myself off the floor, after Jacob hit me on the head with his bat. All this? Over what? Because I broke up with him for cheating on me?

He rips my shirt with his calloused hand in one swipe, he takes one of his coke razors and slides it down between my breast vertically. Tears burning and streaming, I began to scream until he punched me upside my head.

Leaving me dazed and in a blur, he rips off my black shorts and violently rips off my underwear, leaving burn marks. He grabs my head of hair and pulls me to rollover. As he thrusts himself into my ass and beats me upside the head for crying.

He cums then flips me over and elbows me. Knocking me out. Tying me to his bed.

*Flashback over*

I begin sobbing, wishing I had told someone. Wishing I hadn't left my grandma's house. I can't change anything now, but I definitely have the memories replaying in my head. Like for fuck sake, I felt my child move inside me at six months. I rolled into my side facing away from the window.

I cry loudly and grab my stomach. I should have said something. I should have taken care of myself. I was too small to show, no one ever noticed.

As I am crying I feel the breeze getting stronger and I find comfort in it. Suddenly two freezing arms wrap from behind me. A soft whisper, "It's okay. I know. I got you ____."

Jack.

I roll over and into his huge embrace and sob uncontrollably. He holds me close all night long, as we lay together infront of an open window.

He's always there when I need him, did he really walk that far for me? I wonder if he stopped and saw Emily. She's good at being at the rest stops and seeing Jack.

She makes my blood boil, she does nothing but flirt with him. One time when Jack and I first tried to date. I came back to the room and found her riding him reverse cowgirl. I was heartbroken, that's why Jack and I would never work out.

He's not ready for a relationship. Maybe Lui, Jeff's older brother. He's sweet and always helps me with putting my cereal on the top shelf.

It's early in the morning when I wake up and Jack is missing from my bed. I sigh and walk to my closet to retrieve the clothes I'm going to wear for today. Walking down the hall I hear moans coming from Nina's room and Jack's voice.

I sigh and tear up, for a twenty four year old he sure likes seventeen year olds. I walk down the hall and go past Lui, he frowns and looks down at Nina's door. Jane walks down the hall and does the same, but instead she goes inside and beats the living shit out of Jack.

After my shower I grab things and go down for breakfast. Then a walk after, because seeing Nina covered in his hickeys makes me angry.

I'm sitting under the big willow next to the dock and pond when I hear someone clear their throat. I look over and Lui sits next to me.

"I know you haven't been thinking about it lately, but I want you to know that losing a baby is hard and I'm here for you."

"I was thirteen, too young for a boyfriend. I was nineteen, too young for a family. Bless his soul he's in a better place." I start crying and choke up.

Grabbing me into a soft embrace, he holds me. Patting my head, my tears fall into his sleeve. "I know what you must feel is awful, I still haven't forgiven Jeff what he did to me. What Jacob did was unforgivable. Giving you a child you can't have."

I lift my head off his shoulder, sniffling and wiping my face. Not wanting to talk about it anymore. "You've always been so nice to me, why are you being so kind Lui?"

He sits a bit closer, leaning to whisper in my ear. "I'm twenty-four and I'm almost twenty-five, with no girlfriend or thought of a family. Slenderman matched us up as most a most succeed able couple."

He laughs, "I also really like you and have gotten tired of listening to you cry and not being able to reach your own cereal."

We share a good laugh and he puts his arm around me. I slowly begin to tell him, "I have been thinking about not seeing Jack anymore. Was wondering if you'd like to work something out? Maybe say ten tonight? By the edge of Fairy Forest? Underneath the glowing Willow we met."

He smiles and kisses my head, "Ten it is. Now I've gotta go clean out Grinny's litterbox because it's my chore today, and tomorrow I get to clean the Demon Stable."

Running off to leave me alone.

Walking back to the house I'm stopped by Nina smiling and taunting no wonder I like Jack, I just ignore her and walk past. Thinking about Lui had me floating.

Jack's sitting on the couch when I make it inside, when he sees me he stands up and starts yelling.

"Why the FUCK ARE YOU MESSING AROUND WITH LUI?! I JUST FUCKING SAW HIM KISS YOUR FUCKING HEAD!"

I get close and personal in his face, "We are done. I'm not a toy, have fun screwing minors. Too bad cops can't arrest for pedophilia in this fucking realm JACK! BECAUSE THEY'D HAVE DONE IT A WHILE AGO!"

"I FUCKING LOVE YOU ___!!!!" I stand there. Stunned. He has never said that before. Yet I don't believe him. I look away and start walking away.

Before I stop, turn on my heels and grab his shirt. Pulling him into the biggest punch I can muster. Knocking his mask off and definitely scarring Sally. "Now that's what I call a toxic relationship."

Everyone in the room is dead silent, then a slow whistle begins and everyone is cheering me on for sticking up to him. I run out of the room and up the stairs, locking my door and window.

I go to sleep till dinner time, which is like a two hour cat nap. Walking downstairs in sweatpants and a hoodie, I eat dinner and walk outside sitting on the porch with Ben.

We just chat about games and the fact he can't kill this one guy because he sleeps twenty-four seven. With the game on, he says he tries. But he likes the fear in the eyes before their souls leave their body.

Around nine fourty five he goes inside. I figured I better make my way to Lui. Walking down Hollow Grove, I hear a bunch of owls and fairies whispering. When I get to the clear I suddenly see a walkway of fairies lighting up with sunflower petals on the ground.

Guiding me to Lui, the owls who a song and make it so beautiful. Lui stood at the end in the outfit that I first met him in, under the gazebo by the Big Willow.

I smile and begin to speak, "It's s-" he puts his finger on my lips. He touches my cheeks with his thumbs lightly and starts guiding me close.

His face now inches from mine and my bottom lip begins to tremble. He kisses me and the heat vibes off my lips, and to my cheeks. Vibrating down my whole body.

He guides my body down to the blanket he's laid out for us and lays my head on the pillows. He begins to kiss my cheek down to my neck. Trailing all over my chest.

He takes my hoodie off and plays with my breast, looking me in the eye. Biting and suckling on my nipples. He pulls off his shirt and begins to kiss me towering over my body.

He tugs at my sweatpants and wrestles them off gently touching my skin while he pulls the off. I gasp at the smooth touch. Biting my lip, he tugs at my pink thong. Undoing his buckle and sliding off his pants and boxers.

Staring at his bulge I pull my underwear off and butterflies turn in my belly. Bouncing against the walls to escape and be free.

He pulls me close up against his skin, I ask him if he has a condom. He stares at me with loving eyes. "What happens, happens."

He lets me guide him inside me, letting a soft gasp out and a quiet groan when he leaves my body. As the cold air runs across our bodies that have become one. He begins to pick up his pace.

Gripping my body tightly but softly. I have never felt these sensations before. The peace I feel. The happiness. Love

He lays next to me and holds me in his embrace, as we both fall off too sleep. With the cold air dancing around us.