“Dreaming Of You”

My Dads voice echoed, I turned to face him but he wasn't there . I was turning and looking for him for what felt like hours when I heard it again.

"I'll always Find you Faithy Bear,that's what Dad's are for."

His face flashed in my head, His face was distorted. It looked like he was beat but before I could do anything I heard my words echo in my head this time. "I'll always find you too Daddy, I love you"

My Dad now stood in front of me and said

"I don't love you, Faithy Bear." His face was in a deep smile that sent shivers up and down my spine. I spoke out to him.

"That not true, that's not what happened!" I screamed

He laughed maniacally

" You stupid Girl did you really think I loved you?" Then he continued to laugh

Before I could respond I was being shaken awake.

"Faith..wake up sweetie it's just a dream" mom cooed and hugged me

"M....mom" I cried

"Dad.. he...I.. he...said....he didn't love me." I said in between cries

"Oh Faith, sweetie it was just a dream of course your father loved you baby." She said while rocking me back and forth slowly.

After a while she stopped and stood up "Come on sweetie it's 6:00 am get dressed, everyone's up already come down for breakfast, Love you." She kissed me and closed my door, leaving me in my dark room alone once Again.

Getting up from my bed I opened my curtains, refusing to look at my walls I didn't want to start crying again. I walked to the shower and and jumped in, after an hour a half I was done. And once again I was staring at my hourglass shaped body disgusted with my scars. Running my fingertips along them remembering each painful memory.

After I was done fixating On my body I threw on a Highwaisted summer skirt with a cropped top, and a leather jacket and threw on some sneakers. I put my hair and a pony tail and headed down the stairs to greet the pack.

When I got down Stairs and into the kitchen I saw Jeremy and my Bestfriend Elena flirting .

"Ew, get a room" I said jokingly

Elena looked over and smile "Faith!"she said as she jumped into my arms, "I've missed you."

"I missed you too Elena." I said while hugging her back

"Uhhh Hello Faith that's my mate." Jeremy said smiling

I glanced over and smiled "Hey Jeremy, I missed you too." I said while dragging him into a hug. We pulled back from our hug and continued to talk.

"Faye, did you find your mate yet?" Jeremy asked

"No Jere, I didn't and I don't think I ever will." I said while turning to the fridge avoiding their eyes.

"Faye I know it's hard to see everyone else with a mate but you shouldn't give up, you'll find your mate." Elena said

"El it's fine , maybe I'm just not supposed to have a mate." I said while shrugging

Elena opened her mother to continue but I cut her off and said "so... guys ready to walk to school?" I said while changing the subject from me. We walked out the house on our way to school.

Here goes nothing.