Again.

I felt that pain

Deep within.

The pain of losing

You again.

My stomach got tight,

And I felt queasy.

My heart and mind

Were both uneasy.

I sat in torment

On the bathroom floor.

Wishing this ache

Wouldn't hurt anymore.

So I cried in silence,

And didn't make a sound.

I didn't want people to worry.

I didn't want to be found.

So I'll endure this pain,

And I'll remain calm.

I'll stay out of my head.

I was a good mom.

SS