Sleepless.

The lack of sleep

starts to affect my brain,

And once again

My heart is in pain.

I can't close my eyes

Because I know what I'll see.

All of the blood in the bathroom

From the loss of my baby.

I cant stand the memory

I'm frozen with that thought.

Closing my eyes and not seeing death;

Is a sleep that has been sought.

So much pain and no words

With my heart no where to be found.

At least while my eyes stay open

I can only see what's around.

SS