Back in this depressing house;
The one where I lost you.
I'm smothering in memories
Of that goresome bathroom.
All I see in all of my brain
Is the blood...so much blood.
It won't stop..I can't move.
I'm frozen, In shock, a thud.
Clots after clumps and drops.
A waterfall of you and my eyes.
I'm shaking... I'm panicking..I..I
I'm back to emotion of lies.
Pretend to be fine ....
Walk out of that bathroom..
I was freshening up! ...
Smile and swallow the gloom.
SS