It's finally time. After the years of suffering, bullying, mockery, abuse...I can finally escape it all. I walk up to the school roof, people were staring at me but I didn't care. All of my scars were visible, some new and opens one. I'm wearing a tank top and no makeup to try to hide any of it. It was a normal school day for most of these people, I decided to skip to prepare. I had this day marked for a long time, I made it, 'The End'. Stupid I know, but my over...protective... parents would have noticed if I made it, Death Day, Last day or something like that. They know I enjoy writing on an app called Rattpad, so they must've assumed I meant the end for a book.
Honestly...the only reason I haven't done this sooner was because of the few people I had to help me...but I can't take it anymore. As I reach the roof I can hear my name being called, I ignore it and stand on the ledge. The view is so...pretty. I wish I could enjoy this moment forever, but alas, I cannot. I take out my butterdly knife, my favorite.
I flick it open and cut deeply into my arms, wincing at the pain. I try to ignore the pain since it's what I deserve. I hear my name being screamed loudly. I turn my head and see my pathetic 'friends' running towards me, I wave to them. I give a smile, a fake one, then turn my head. I start tearing up as I lean forward, holding onto my note tightly then begin to fall. The wind feels nice but also hurts as my open wounds bleed. Finally...it's over...finally.
The End is finally coming. I hit the ground and everything hurts so badly, I start crying but smile waiting for everything to turn black. Soon everything is numb and my vision is blurred, I'm still alive...but i know I'm bleeding out. I'll die soon...I have to. I hear my teacher yelling my full name and I see them running up to me, all my classmates and most of the school behind her, all staring at my body in pure horror. I can kind of see my note is now next to my head and my teacher grabs it then outs it away for later. Also,I think someone started throwing up at the sight. Why are they acting like they care...they all wanted this.
I hear the teacher call an ambulance, then hear my dad voice. How is he here so quickly?...did he know?...he couldn't have. Why aren't I dead yet?! Everything hurts...so badly. It's the worst pain I've ever experienced...but I have to keep smiling. Although, my vision is do blurry and I can barely understand what people are saying, I can tell they seem...surprised?...how did they not see this coming? I know I don't tell people how I truly feel...but come on, after always telling me to die...shouldn't they have expected it?
A few moments pass and I kind of hear the ambulance, I feel very tired and I'm in so much pain. I begin to close my eyes without meaning to, this causes everyone to freak out. After a few seconds I can't hear anything anymore nor can I open my eyes. Everything is pitch black and silent.
Goodbye Everyone.