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Lyra moves away from her home for a change. A place where the memories doesn't hunt her , or a place that finally gives her hope. 

She is excited for her college but what happens when she meets her childhood crush after six years apart and falls in love with him this time.

I hope I never lose you

I am becoming a clingy person I loathe myself so much, yesterday after arguing with cole I stay awake the whole night thinking he'll come to talk with me but guess what he never did. I hate him sometimes because he acts like a douchebag I feel like I am the only one missing him. Whatever I am sick of waiting and I am gonna go up and beat some sense to his head. My idea of marrying him flew away yesterday and l am scared to ask him now, I am scared I'll push him away. 


I reach his floor and enter his apartment,  there are empty beers and leftover pizza his place looks like a mess. I pick up all the clothes and start cleaning up. I know it's been hard for him but he needs to stop being miserable. 


I am met with silence I open his door and see him laying on his bed staring at the ceiling. He doesn't look my way when I approach him. 


37 I can't do this anymore