The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

Part 3

Continues....

Cherish your ablilty to carry a child. There are many women who wish they could, but they cannot. Should I say in the future, my voice mail should just say, no I can't answer your phone I have kids, just text me like a normal person.

As Samkelisiwe being told that there was a trouser of mine that was stolen and has been used to prevent me from having babies. Killed me everyday. I will always ask myself which trouser was that. I would stand up from where ever I am, start searching my wardrobe to find which one was it.Was it pink, was it blue, was black or rather white. Where did they even get that from?!

I mean the book that was also taken. I couldn't remember anything about it. I was literally brain washed ! I would sit alone and cry sometimes and think why have God choosen me?! How I wished to be like other teenagers and be happy. Laugh out loud and smile big.But with the Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama nothing tends to last forever as in like "happiness".

Help me answer the question "Why would a older women in the 40's, 50' or rather 30's, even dare to think of preventing a 17 year old for having babies or rather say...?! A 17 year old who didn't even think of having a Famliy soon or even in 5 years time. But it seems like the enemy was 7 steps ahead.

Am forever trying to avoid this drama by all means, but this part of the story hits more harder. As I can't wait to see Samkelisiwe Nzama 10 years from now. Do you think she would be holding a baby in my hands?!

When people said "When days are dark friends are few". I can relate in many ways. Friends do not become fewer rather say they don't exist at all. Am surrounded everyday by people who I know what they did to me. I greet them every day I have no choice. I see them smile every day, happy every day. Yet they don't know that,i know what they did. I still remember the 'iyanga yomsotho' I still remember the makhosi description.....

God has not punished them yet, I would ask myself why are they still happy after what they did. But I would tell myself that what takes long to happen, that means its big....

To be continued.....