To Say Goodbye Or Not To Say Goodbye

"What are you going to do with what your brother wants you to do?" She's twisting her hands, asking Grand the question that has been bothering her.

He ruffled her hair and gave her a small smile, "I won't pretend to pursue Li Na or agree to any talk between our mothers." he said as he pressed the basement button on the elevator. 

Dana felt relieved hearing what Grand said, yet at the same time, she was overwhelmed with guilt. Why would she hinder Grand on what he wanted to do with his life when she already asked him for a break up, she thought. Even though he didn't agree, but the fact remains that she wanted out.

Her mind and her heart keep on contradicting each other. She wants to monopolize his attention. Yet, at the same time, she wants to leave and end their relationship because she knew that she could never trust him fully anymore. And it's not because of Grand. It's more on her part. She doesn't believe she is worth loving, she smiled bitterly.