What Do You Really Want?

"I'm taking you to the airport. And that's final," he blew an air of frustration, standing up from the edge of the bed. "Our food was waiting." 

She doesn't want Grand to bring her to the airport because she knew she would bawl out. And that's the last thing she wanted. She can't let him see her crying like a child as they say goodbye. 

This trip brought out so many conflicting emotions in her. She was confused with everything. She wanted an explanation, yet, she didn't have the courage to ask. How could she ask Grand for an explanation for something that was her own doing. 

She can't ask him why their relationship didn't work out after breaking up with him, can she? That would be so stupid and lame. And the last thing she wanted was for Grand to think of her as pathetic.