The Doubt
Having a very normal daily activities is kind of peace for Lex and Kenzou who just moved.
Since that day when the incident with girls happened, Kenzou can feel that he becomes sensitive and always seeking for attention from his boyfriend.
peaceful morning, both of them getting ready to go to campus.
"Ken? are you done?" Lex is coming back to the bedroom to checking on his boyfriend who spent almost half hour sitting in front of the mirror staring at himself and apply some lotion on his face, he keep changing his hair styles
"Wait... Lex... which hairstyle do you think look good on me?" Ken asking
"Huh? They're all looks good on you" Lex laughing, unusual question from Kenzou makes him laugh
"Why'd you laughing? I'm serious right now" Kenzou sulking
"Honey... I didn't fall in love with you because of you hairstyles right? you are always beautiful in my eyes" Lex's fixing Kenzou hairstyle and kissing him on the lips
No more words from Kenzou, they go to them parking lot and off to campus
"But I want to know which style do you prefer?" continuing his questions even after they entered the car
Lex realised that Kenzou is little bit weird since a week ago. not answering his question, Lex's pull Ken hand, interlock their fingers and kissing Ken hand.
"I prefer you...I want you... but if you really asking me for suggestion I will prefer the most comfortable one. now stop asking question... let's go" Lex end the discussions
Quietly Kenzou sitting on the passenger seat and staring at their interlocking hands. Looking up to Lex side face, Ken feel grateful for having such a wise boyfriend.
Remember their old day when both of them just roommates nothing more than a stranger who bickering and being salty to each other.
"Am I that handsome?" Lex's speaks when he realised Ken staring at him
"Yes you are that handsome and you are mine" Kenzou gave a peck on Lex lips
"OH NO! babe I'm driving right now please be careful" Lex steps on the brake and thankfully no cars around
"Ha ha... sorry" Ken seated.
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In the class, the professor divided the students into group again for another project and in the middle of the professor explanation, a beautiful tall girl coming into the class, she looks like a model lost in this classes. long brown hair and nice eyebrows ready to capturing boys heart.
"Introduce yourself and you can find a seat to continue with my class" the professor let the girl introduce herself
"Hi. my name is Aimee, I'm from US" the way she speaks is full of graceful and polite, send like she is a nice girl.
"Okay, Aimee welcome to our class, please have a seat...oh about the group project! you can join...em...Lex's group" the Professor decided
Up on hearing the decision, Kenzou take a glance at Lex who seated beside him, no expression in Lex's face.
Grab!
Lex holding Kenzou hand under the table, and wanted to bring them onto the table but Kenzou pressed them down to stay under the table.
Lex looking at Kenzou for a seconds and smiles.
The class is over, when everyone busy to take off from the class, Aimee came to Lex
"Hi... are you Lex?" she asking politely
"Yes that's me... anything I can help?" putting his tab into the back pack, Lex not really paying attention to this girl, he is in hurry to chase after Kenzou who leaves with Kiyo and Shim to the cafe nearby
"Can I have your numbers? sorry.. am I too rude? Iym joined in your group project right" she looks nervous handling hey phone to Lex
"Oh sure, I'm fine... here's my numbers, I'll let you know the project but now I really have to go" After typing his numbers, Lex leaving the girl in awe.
"He looks so cool and handsome..." Aimee smiling
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Now with more group project,
Lex and Kenzou just have Sunday for their time to be together. Other than Sunday they both just busy and tired, not only Lex working but also Kenzou working as freelancer in a coffee shop.
Sunday morning,
one of the phones ringing and vibrating on the table beside the bed.
Reaching out to the phone, Kenzou sleepily answered the phone call
"Yes hellow?"
"Ah Hi Lex... sorry... did I wake you" a sweet voice talking from the phone
"Hmm? no it's okay... who is this? eh...?" Kenzou realised that this person just call him Lex? wait?! this is Lex phone. Kenzou look at the number, lex didn't save it in his contact.
"I'm Aimee... are you coming to the group project meeting today?"
"To the meeting? oh sure"
"Well... see you later and the handouts are with you right?" she talks more
"Hm... see you later" Kenzou despite his sudden realisation close the call and put back Lex's phone on the table.
meanwhile the owner of the phone is snoring softly beside him half naked.
Think about how long their relationship and how they lived with each other, isn't sound funny that they never having a real sex, you know... like putting the real "weewee" inside.
all these time, Lex always considered carefully holding himself not to hurt Kenzou or forcing him to do it as he knows that will be hurt for Kenzou to receive his big "bro" and now Kenzou felt a bit distance and curious if any couple having the same struggle as they're.
Kenzou softly touches Lex's abs and down into his short pant.
Just usual as men morning, that thing can get hard unintentionally and that's right, right now down there, lex is little bit bulking.
"Ken..." Lex awaken by the touching, softly calling by his boyfriend and hold Kenzou hand not to do further movement
"I want it" Ken whispering behind Lex earlobe
Lex change his position and facing Ken, with eyes close from sleepiness, he cares Ken face
"hm? aren't you tired babe?" hoarseness from sleepiness
"I'm fully awake... Lex..." he didn't finish the sentence and Lex is falling asleep again with his palm on Ken cheek, he must be tired and Ken disappointed.
But then Kenzou stripes himself naked, he really wants to challenge himself about doing this real sex now.
After taking off all his clothes, Ken climb on the top of Lex body then just pull down Lex's short pant and starting to suck Lex's "junior".
"...? baby? what are you...aahh....babe...hey! wait...ahhh....!" Lex awakes and feel the sensation of the sucking down there, he doesn't have idea about Ken sudden movement and this time the sucking feels so furious and uncontrollable.
Ken doesn't want to answer Lex's questions right now, he kept on sucking and caressing the ball.
"Aah....Ken...honey can you please do it slowly....aaghh babe that's....aahhh...." Lex finally grabs Ken hair and hold his head asking to stop sucking but Ken seems impossible to stop, he ignored the sign from Lex.
"Ken....Ken....aaahhh babe that's hurt...slowly will you...aahhhh!!" Lex feels his ball warmly inside Ken mouth and he licking them inside the mouth, sucking the ball and bite softly Lex's hard "junior" ,making Lex crazy.
Still no answer from Ken, he doesn't even looking at Lex at all.
all of sudden, Ken climb up on the top of Lex body, looking at Lex in the eyes while rubbing his ass on Lex "bird". his face all reddish, his eyes are now close and....
"Put it in me" he tries to reach Lex big "birdy" and lead it to his hole
"Ken, it might be hurt without foreplay... let wait a bit okay" Lex hold Ken shoulder but now Ken doesn't move at all like he is freeze.
Then immediately Ken moves away from the top of Lex body, down from the bed and walk away without saying a words.
"Babe...Kenzou hey!" Lex know something wrong with his boyfriend, he chasing after Ken and hugs him from behind "What's wrong hm?"