The New But Old Feeling

"You have anything to do today?" Kiyo words is snapping Kenzou back to his consciousness when they're in the lift.

"Huh? me? I don't think I have schedules either" answering the questions with such a dry tone, Kenzou couldn't be more cautious about surrounding. He doesn't realise that Kiyo is smiling softly after looking at his dry expression.

"Let's play game all day long today, no objection! Just listen to me ha ha ha" Pulling softly Kenzou shoulder closer to him, the other guy rejecting by pushing back Kiyo to distance.

"My eyes hurt if playing game too long" He is being honest right now.

"I know that too...If you tired, I'll play by myself" Repeatedly telling his interest, they're walking out from the lift after arriving on the floor Lex and Kenzou living.

"Just find it by yourself if you need anything or if you want to eat, I'll go take a bath" Kenzou went into the bedroom to bath in the bathroom inside the bedroom, meanwhile Kiyo casually sitting on the couch, playing game in his phone.

In the bathroom, Kenzou is lazily laying in the bathtub. Playing his phone, several times calling Lex's numbers and that new numbers on his log in called.

"Just what happened with you" he feels annoyed but he missed Lex very much that his feelings is mixed now, he feels like to cry. Then he closes his eyes, thinking of the warmth Lex touches and hugs he always liked as the feeling got heavier the tears are flowing on his face.

"Ken!...Kenzou...Are you in there? You okay?" a knock on the door wakes Kenzou.

Realising the fact that he fell asleep in the bathtub maybe for thirty minutes, Kenzou urging to open his mouth to answer Kiyo but his throat feels dry that only a hoarse voice came out sounds like a sick person voice.

"Hey, Kenzou...I can't hear you, Dude!" the knocking is now turned into banging sounds. Kiyo is panicking there, thinking of something bad happening to Kenzou.

"I'm okay" Kenzou once again shouting a bit louder.

The banging stopped but Kiyo still unmoved from in front of the door, waiting for Kenzou to come out.

KRIETT!!

The door opening, with only the towel wrapping around his slim muscly waist, Kenzou comes out. His eyes looking red and little swollen.

"..." no words can describe how Kiyo's feeling right now, not even once in his life he saw Kenzou this state. Just from his looks, Kiyo can tells that this guy just crying.

"Why are you so loud?" Kenzou walking passed him.

"Why are you so quiet?" Kiyo returned the question to Kenzou.

"..." Kenzou ignored the question, pulling another small towel from the wardrobe to dry his hair. He himself doesn't understand why is this situation taking too much of his energy and emotion.

Grab!

Kiyo walked fast and grabbed the towel from Kiyo's hand, pulled him to the side of the bed and forcibly push him to sit.

"Let me dry your hair" another strong pressure on Kenzou shoulders to make him stay still and he did stop moving.

Begin with the soft rubbing on the wet hair, Kiyo can smell the soft and fresh fragrance of the shampoo from Kenzou's hair.

Next, he takes the hairdryer from upon the table beside the bed and turn it on to dry the gloomy guy's hair.

There's no words exchanging between the two, just that activity continue until it done.

Softly caressing the hair after placing back the hairdryer on the table, Kiyo doesn't want anything, this is a real emphatic reaction from seeing the person he likes goes through such unexpected experience.

"Done, I'll go outside to play, have a rest if you tired... I'll be in the living room" Kiyo full of conscience leaving the boy.

Playing the game while having some snacks, Kiyo got startled when Kenzou is coming out and sat beside him like nothing happened, he takes the other game stick to joining the game.

"Hey! I'm not finished yet" Kiyo protesting

"You're losing anyway, let's start another session" says Kenzou doesn't care about his annoyed friend.

"Geez, you're so cruel" Kiyo have no choice but to press the stop and reload another session.

Then they're just playing like they always did when their relationships was not in bad term before. They acted very natural without containing another feeling into this safe relationship they had now even though it indeed hard for Kiyo who strongly believe that he still likes Kenzou.

"I'm hungry, let's order some foods" Kenzou grabbed his phone to order some fast foods.

"Order anything you want, I'll just eat anything" Kiyo reload another games meanwhile Kenzou is ordering the foods.

They spent almost whole day playing games and drinking.

Seems like they're both fell asleep in the living room where they're having the drinks with the screen still ON showing multiples replay of their games before.

Kiyo opening his sleepy eyes and wander his vision throughout the room and realised that it has reached the evening now.

"Ken...Kenzou...would you like to move to the bedroom?" he crawled and tap Ken softly on the shoulder.

No reaction from Kenzou.

Repeatedly calling his name and talk to him if he wants to move to comfortable bedroom but the louder answer Kiyo got is the humming voice of Kenzou including the aggressive swinging hands to chase Kiyo away.

"Come on...let me carry you" Kiyo gathering all his consciousness and strength to lift Kenzou and put him on the bed.

Now, with Kenzou laying comfortably on the bed, Kiyo went out to clean up the mess.

About an hour later, Kiyo is done cleaning the mess and he went to shower as well.

Back to the bedroom, Kenzou still soundly asleep covered by the warm blanket. Kiyo sit on the side of the bed and caressing Kenzou messy hair.

Although he is sleeping, his expression somehow looking sad and tired.

"What a poor boy..." Kiyo tapping the arm softly as if the movement could get rid a little of Kenzou sadness.