so I will become numb

After I killed that man I thought of all of the books, movies, and others alike. In those stories, the mc would either become crazy for blood or too scared to fight back. I was at first doubtful about how I would feel about taking a life aware of what I was doing.

The men who watched their partner die with a huge hole in him with my arm in it seemed scared. I could tell their eyes were like that of prey who had just got caught but they couldn't resist the woman. The men's bodies moved like robots and tried to jump onto me at the same time to which they achieved.

The men jumped on me at the same time they were heavy but I was Superior so I started slashing everywhere around me. The men around me started to scream and holler but they did not falter and stayed on me. This made me realize that the men were not allowed to escape or retreat.

This also meant that if I want to live I will need to have robbed their bodies of the ability to move at all. I started to defend for a while while I thought of what I will need to do in order for this fight to work in my favor. I thought of slicing but I realized they still will be able to move.

That is when it came to me I could just use my smoke to suffocate them. Even if they could move after they would only be able to cough and gag or choke. This was the only time I have thought or tried to use my smoke as a weapon to aid me.

I started with the feeling I have when I summon my weapon in fights. The blades in my hand's started to turn into smoke but I could not panic and I would not. The smoke started to spread around me and started to look more like fog as the second grew longer.

I started to feel lightheaded maybe it was the smoke as I am currently surrounded by it. The men started to gag and struggle to breathe so I took this chance to jump up knocking all of them away from me. All of the men hit the ground when I jumped up some falling on each other and some unlucky enough to hit the ground very hard.

I started to feel even more lightheaded than before so I figured it would be best to move faster. The men around me have all passed out so I thought it would be best to help Isiah so we can move sooner. I looked around only to find Isiah completely destroying all of the men around him.

He looks so relaxed almost like he is bobbing and weaving a bunch of kids on a playground. He grabbed one of the men and choke slammed him on the ground and I swear I heard something break. The next man is chopped in the throat and slammed by his leg into the ground full force.

I didn't feel sorry for the men or think that maybe Isiah used too much force on them. I just sat there coldly analyzing the moves he was using and adding them into my fighting style. I added the chokeslam but not the one when he slammed the dude by his leg.

I didn't add it because I want my fighting style to be effective and quick so I don't wish to use it. I slowly started to zone out thinking of ways I could be more effective.

I didn't notice Isiah was finished until I was shaken very hard to snap me awake. He looked at me and asked how did I take down the men after me so fast. so I told him about how I had the idea of using smoke to make them cough and gag then choke.

He looked at me seeming to be thinking something most likely related to me and my smoke. He only stopped having this thoughtful expression on his face when the woman announced herself. " You have taken care of all the idiots I seduced fight you already I guess you're not weak Nox".

Now, this was my time to be confused and surprised because all this time I could have sworn this was for Isiah. She looked at me with a look and attitude that makes me feel that she thinks she is better than me. I then started to feel the effect of pheromones willing to do something again.

Although I have already been affected a lot this was very different from the other times because I want to kill her. I feel the deep urge to pierce both her arms and slit her throat to watch the blood flow onto me. I started to manifest my blades and taking them into my hands jumping at her only to miss.

I looked around every second turning my head so fast and hard my headache started to get even worse. As I'm looking around for the woman I feel I must murder I hear Isiah screaming my name. He is most likely trying to cool me down before I cause my early death.

That was when I started to feel this cold and dark embrace surrounding me. This feeling was very normal like going for a light jog at night cool and oddly warm. This feeling stayed like this for a couple of seconds until it started to get worse more than I could handle.

That weird and nice feeling started to feel like someone or something had left a block of ice on me for a long time. This feeling ripped me from the influence of the pheromones but made me feel awful. The awful started to get worse because my bones and blood started to feel cold.

The eyebrows on my face started to freeze into ice and break off. The pain is so severe that it forced me to curl up on the ground and cry. Isiah looked at me obviously worried about my current condition.

The woman looked at me with an expression that says she is very disappointed so much she clicked her tongue and left. I looked over at Isiah who is talking on the phone only to hear some say to knock me out. He walked over to me slowly as if approaching a hurt and scared animal the rest after that is dark.

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Nox: So uh come maybe Friday and he might have a new chapter.

Author: I don't know man I have class now so maybe Saturday or Sunday.

Nox: What do you mean by Sunday!!

Author: I have school and that is very important -argh.

*sounds of the author being tied, gagged, and stuffed in the closet*

Nox: So yeah come Friday or Saturday.

*muffled screams*