ONE HUNDRED

It's been a week since the birthday party and l have not yet heard anything from Darce. I did not give him my number but l expected it to find it. I was not the one who set us up, my brother did. So l expected him to ask my brother for my number

Maybe l am the reason why he didn't ask for the number. Maybe he got home and thought everything through and decided that l am not worth the trouble. Maybe my attitude and the way l carry myself threw him off

But mom said l did good and if he can't handle that then he is not the one for me. I can do without him. I just met him and l have been alive for twenty one years and l never needed him so l won't start now

Since we are done filming, l don't have much to do anymore. I remember how much l cried for my free time when l worked all day and night but now l miss that life