ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTEEN

The date went swiftly and l got to know him very well. He is a pretty great guy l will give him that and the way he is considerate of my feelings. I was certain that after our first encounter he would have lost heart and decided that l am not worth the trouble. But he hasn't maybe because he sees me as a challenge that needs to be won but then that would change everything for me and make me retreat because l cannot be with a person who only sees me as something to be conquered.

but l won't let myself ruin this for me because this could be a great journey. I know that l am already making excuses for him and that it can easily back fire but life is all about taking chances. But the people l know all took chances and that turned out badly for them. Not only did they get heartbroken but they lost a part of themselves through the pain of their souls tearing in two